Chapter 19

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(Y/n) pov

Vacation was over. I haven't seen Katie in five days. Camila is still home.

I was on my way to go to Maggie's house before school started.

I knocked on the door and Maggie opened the door.

She hugged me really tight.

"Maggie." I said hard breathing. "I can't breath."

She let go. "Sorry (y/n). I just missed you so much."

"I missed you too mags."

Maggie got her bag ready for school.

"Are you going to be ok?" She softly asked.

"I don't know mags. I haven't seen her for a whole week and I miss her already."

"(Y/n) promise me if it's gonna be to much squeeze my hand or go to the toilet and I'll come after you ok." I nodded and we walked further to school.

"But you don't need to come after me mags. I'm gonna be fine on my own."

We came later in history class than normal. Normal we would be early but this time I didn't think I could handle being early.

I smiled awkwardly to Katie and hid behind Maggie. I didn't knew how to act around her.

We took a seat in the back of the class.

I saw Katie looking at me and quickly look away.

Katie started the class.

Maggie saw I was having a hard time.

"If you can't take it. You can go you know that right?" She whispered to me.

I raised my hand. "Yes ms.(y/l/n)." Katie said.

"Can I go to the toilet?"

"Yes." She said.

I stood up. Put my phone in my back pocket and walked awkwardly out of the classroom.

I locked the door and I closed the toilet seat and sat on it.

Scrolling through my phone. I opened twitter and all I saw was theories over who the mystery girl from Katie was.

I waited till it was only one minute before class would end.

I unlocked the door and slowly walked to the classroom.

By the time I was there everyone was already gone except Maggie, and Katie was sitting at her desk.

I walked in and Katie stared me in my eyes.

I closed the door behind me.

"(Y/n) can I talk to you?"

"Sure."

She gestured to me to sit next to Maggie and she followed me up the stairs. And she sat next to me.

She held my hand. "I know it's hard (y/n). It's hard for me too."

I totally broke down.

Katie hugged me tight and ran her fingers through my hair and down and up my back.

"Babe." She whispered in my ear. "It's gonna be alright. Sweetie."

I hid my face in her shoulder. Probably making her whole shirt wet with tears.

My phone buzzed and Katie let go of the hug.

I looked at the text.

Camila: 'I'm here do you guys come?'

I forgot that we only had one class today. I texted back

'Yes we're coming.'

"Maggie, Camila is waiting for us."

Katie wiped away my tears from my face with her thumb.

"I'll call you hun." Katie spoke.

Maggie and I stood up said goodbye to Katie and walked outside.

I fell on the couch. Not knowing how longer I could keep going without Katie.

Camila settled next to me. She knows me the best of all the people in the world so she probably saw I wasn't quite alright.

I laid my head on her chest and broke down again.

"(Y/n), hey I know it's hard. We can watch videos of her if you want."

I nodded. Camila handed me the remote and I set up my favorite videos of Katie.



*4 weeks later*

The doorbell rang. I waited till Camila opened the door.

The bell rang again and I remembered that Camila was working in France.

I got up and opened the door.

I was shocked at the sight.

"Katie?" I said confused but with a smile. She was wearing a gray sweatpants and a black hoodie with a beanie on her head.

She came inside and gave me a hug.

"What are you doing here?" I looked confused. "I...I thought we weren't supposed to see each other?"

"I came to see you. I missed you so much." She placed her lips on mine and slid her tongue inside my mouth.

Gosh I've missed this so much. I let go of the kiss.

"I missed you so much Babe. I love you."

"I love you too." She said placing a kiss on my forehead.

We cuddled up on the couch and watched fear street.

When the movie finished. Katie tangled her fingers in my hair and played with it.

"Love." She spoke.

"Is something wrong?" I asked.

"No no nothing is wrong. I..I think I've good news. If you're going accord with it."

"Ok."

"Since your graduation is over 5 days. It is best if we don't see each other till after the graduation. But after we can go see each other again and I don't have to worry about losing my job." Katie spoke.

I got up excitedly and tightly embraced the love of my life. With a big smile on my face.

"Are you gonna announce it somewhere or?" I questioned.

"No I'm not, but if they're asking it I'm not gonna lie or dodge the question."

"Thank god. I can't live any more weeks without you Katie. I was so lost without you even though we FaceTimed almost every day."

I held her as close as I could and not letting go.

I fell asleep in Katie's arms.

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(A/n: thank you all for reading this story.)

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