When I was 15, I guess cutting was like part of my everyday routine: shower, get changed, straighten hair, cut. I tried to commit suicide but I backed out. It could’ve been so simple. But I didn’t. And I’m glad I didn’t because if I did, I never would have met Phil. I never would’ve met Phil. I repeat this out loud. Not meeting Phil seems so weird now. He’s all I ever think about. Does he stay up all night thinking of me like I do? Does he want to impress me as much as I want to impress him? Does he feel the way I do? Suddenly, the most important question comes to mind. A question that I never thought of – or thought to think of. Am I in love with Phil?
A/N ; Really short chapter - sorry! I guess this is just Dan's thoughts?? But PHAN! Alot of my chapters are short but it means I can update more often. I hope you're liking my story so far. I have the entire story board set out and I know EXACTLY what's going to happen. You'll love it but expect feels.
I'm pretty sure this note is just as long as the chapter. oopsie. (◕‿◕✿)
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One in a Phillion (Phan Fiction)
FanfictionDan Howell is Phil Lester's biggest fan. All Dan ever does is watch AmazingPhil's videos. When Dan crosses paths with Phil, he begins to think that he's falling in love, and starts questioning his sexuality.
