Phil pushes me onto the floor and laughs in my face. “Fag!” He yells. He punches and kicks me. I shouldn’t have told him I was gay. He punches me again before my eyes shoot open and I jolt upright.
Was it just a dream? I look around my room and notice that I’m sweating and crying. I slap away the tears and try to forget about it. I’m definitely not telling Phil - or anyone else.
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When the bell rings Friday afternoon, I get super excited. I’m going to see Phil tonight. I call him on the way home, but he doesn’t pick up. Maybe his phone is off. He left me a text while I was in class. ‘I’ve got an afterschool detention, but I’ll meet you at 4.’ I’m left wondering why, but it doesn’t matter.
I walk home to see my Mum passed out on the couch. I go upstairs and take a shower. I wash my hair twice, making sure it’s perfect for when I see Phil. I get out and change into black, skinny jeans, my favourite black t-shirt with a white circle in the middle. I straighten my hair and spend 20 minutes fixing it.
When I’m finally finished, I check the time. I still have an hour, so I log onto twitter. ‘Finally meeting @AmazingPhil again tonight. Wish me luck.’ Within seconds, my tweet gets hundreds of comments, favourites and re-tweets. I check my followers and I now have 10k. I check my YouTube subscribers and I have 15 000. Is it normal to gain that fast? I see a comment from Phil, ‘Can’t wait.’ I reply to some fans’ tweets. Fans. It’s amazing to think that I actually have fans. I stand outside and wait for Phil.
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One in a Phillion (Phan Fiction)
FanfictionDan Howell is Phil Lester's biggest fan. All Dan ever does is watch AmazingPhil's videos. When Dan crosses paths with Phil, he begins to think that he's falling in love, and starts questioning his sexuality.
