I said that I was in love with Marcus.
Because this is the truth.
I'm in love with him.
I'm freaking in love with him.
I couldn't help but falling for him over and over.
I couldn't get him out of my mind.
Even though I tried.
I tried to move on.
I tried to find a new boyfriend.
I tried to forget all the memories with him and move on.
But I couldn't forget this smile.
The smile I was living for.
Me: Marcus, I'm with Jackson. I don't wanna cheat on him.
Marcus: I want to kiss you, Olivia. I want to kiss you right now.
Me: Maybe I'm still in love. But give me a good reason to leave everything just for you.
Marcus: If the love between us isn't enough for you, then I'll promise you some things.
Me: Like?
Marcus: I want us to try it all over again. Let's take one more chance. To live all the things we wanted to, but we didn't. Let's start what we've never even tried to start.
Me: I don't know if you can handle it. You're still a fuck boy.
Marcus: What does 'fuck boy' mean to you? Yes, I used to flirt with every girl I see. Everyone at school used to call me like that because they thought I only wanted to fuck girls. And this was the truth, Olivia. I only wanted a girl to spend my time with. Not to catch feelings. Not to fall in love with her. Just to spend my time.
Me: Why are you saying this to me right now? It doesn't make the things better.
Marcus: I'm telling you this Olivia, because now it's different. I know what I want.
Me: Once, you've said you don't know what you really want. Remember?
Marcus: Yeah.
Me: What changed?
Marcus: I saw you with another boy. I saw you being happy without me.
Me: And?
Marcus: And I don't want other boys to make you happy.
Me: That's kinda selfish.
Marcus: I know. But I want you to be just mine. I don't want other boys to be with you. I want you mine, Olivia.
Me: I don't know if you can be in a relationship.
Marcus: Babe-
Me: Don't call me like that.
Marcus: I really like you. And I want to be with you. I'm ready for a commitment.
Me: I'm not sure you are.
Marcus: Come on, Olivia...
Me: Sorry, Marcus.
Marcus: How can I persuade you that I wanna be with you?
Me: Let's stay friends.
Marcus: Friends?
Me: Yes.
Marcus: You and I just friends?
Me: Yes because-
Marcus: Because you have a boyfriend?
Me: I do... And I don't want us to talk about a relationship while I'm still on one.
Marcus: So, your boyfriend is the only reason?
