Jackson was ready to hit Marcus.
But I stopped them.
I grabbed Marcus' arms quickly.
(Me): Stop it right now.
(Marcus): I'm gonna kill him.
(Me): Please do it for me.
He was angry but something changed when he looked deeply inside my eyes.
Why did he look at me like that that day?
(Marcus): I wanna speak with you.
(Jackson): Olivia don't.
(Me): Leave, Jackson.
(Jackson): It is MY fault?
(Me): We're gonna talk later.
(Jackson): I just tried to protect you. And you only care about him?
I didn't say anything.
(Jackson): Are.. are you in love with him?
(Me): Leave, Jackson. Now.
His eyes were full of sadness.
Marcus gabbed my arm immediately and took me inside his room.
He was alone.
(Me): What do you want from me, Marcus?
He didn't speak.
But his eyes talk loud.
Just one look and I understand.
He wanted me. He was looking at me and I could see the love and care inside him.
Words can't describe that moment.
It was only him and I.
It was only us.
(Marcus): I don't know what's going on.
(Me): Neither do I.
(Marcus): The only thing I know is that I can't lose you, Olivia.
(Me): Don't be so sure.
(Marcus): What of I told you that I feel something about you?
(Me): I wanna know if it's temporary.
(Marcus): I don't know what it is. I just know its existence. I need you Olivia. I need you to believe in me.
And I did.
I did believe in him.
And I still believe in him.
His special and he doesn't even know it.
Yes I still believe in him no matter what happened.
(Marcus): So?
(Me): I never thought you're a bad person. I'm sorry for what I said one month ago.
(Marcus): It's okay. This is what you think.
(Me): I don't wanna change you, Marcus. I wanna get to know the real you.
(Marcus): Then stop talking.
I was kinda confused at first but then he kissed my lips.
Butterflies everywhere.
Every single thought inside my head disappeared.
There was only him.
His lips touching mine.
His taste inside my mouth.
His heart on his chest, beating fast. Beating for me.
(Marcus): What are we going to do?
(Me): I don't even know.
And I never knew.
I never wanted to know because the truth was going to hurt me.
I didn't want to let him go. That's the only thing that kept me alive.
I asked him if that thing he felt was temporary.
I already knew the answer, though.
And it's okay.
It was never okay...
