Rich In Love; KilluaxReader

Chapter Twenty Three

Time passing, I lay empty in Gon's arms like dead weight. Not once have I fallen asleep or closed my eyes through the night, I mean how could I? I put in the last piece of strength to roll over to face Gon. He couldn't sleep either.

Gon: "Hey, what's up?"

Y/N: "Can't sleep. You too?"

Gon: "Well, Killua told me that if something ended up happening to him he asked me to stay by your side at all costs. So Kurapika and Leorio went to help Killua but he wasn't in the hotel, neither was Illumi. They've been looking around the city but haven't found much luck. If they can't find him soon both are going to start searching out of the city and wherever they think he might be."

Y/N: "Wait so he's not here anymore!? I need to help. I can't not help Gon! He's the best thing that's ever happened to me and he always will be, I can't let him be taken away from me."

Gon: "If Killua found out that you weren't safe on top of you getting hurt he'd be pretty pissed at the two of us, plus we can train in the meantime. Not only is training for Hisoka's fight with you but you can use what you learn for real situations, until then you have to stay safe here with me.

My head facing the ground I sit in a puddle of frustration. 'I can't argue with him, he's right. There's no way I'll be able to distract myself the way Gon can. How can he be so happy and cheerful in this kind of situation? What kind of person can?' Gon lifts my jaw up making our eyes meet.

Gon: "Hey, we'll get through this. And so will Killua."

I sit up as the morning sun rises, birds already chirping and the trees moving with the morning breeze. Gon follows and gets up to stretch.

Gon: "We have to start training today, remember? What do you want to start with?"

Y/N: "No clue, anything that will distract me."

Gon: "You got it!"

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Month Time Skip

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Waking up from the sound of my alarm, Gon talking. He bends down to eye level with me to try to wake me up. I had already awakened but hadn't opened my eyes. Before letting him find out I put my arm up and flick him on the forehead. Since we've had a lot of time together training, we've gotten pretty close, but it hasn't been the same without- him. Sure we both act like nothing has changed for our well being, but I know he hurts inside just as much as it hurts me. Loerio and Kurapika come back every few weeks to tell us where they've been and what luck they had with finding him, nothing yet.

I lie on my back, my eyes looking at the ceiling not wanting to go through another day of training. My ren, ten and gyo are all familiar to me but Gon told me to start thinking about my hatsu. He talked about how he didn't think about it until he needed to, which made it alot more stressful. It was unusual that as he was teaching me nen he never used nen around me himself. Wing was always the one who showed me examples and even opened my aura nodes to help buy more time, but no one brought up why Gon hasn't used nen.

Y/N: "Gon, what do you use for your hatsu?"

Gon: "I used to put all the power I had into punches, I don't use it anymore though. It's a long story, best to save it for another time."

Y/N: "With your raw strength, that must've been crazy."

Gon: "Yeah, I used to have tons of fun using it. I felt like I was the strongest in the room." We continued to talk about hatsu until Mr.Wing came out to start the day of training.

Wing: "You should start to warm up, thirty minutes of ren, twenty minutes of ten and ten minutes of gyo to start out with."

Gon and I move into the next room to start practicing ren, ten and gyo. After warming up I pitch to go to the cafe around the corner for breakfast.

Gon: "You think Mr.Wing would be mad if we went?"

Y/N: "To go get breakfast? No, we'll be fine."

We both head out of Wing's place and towards the restaurant.