Madison Beer Oneshots (GirlxGirl)

Regret

Oneshot Details: Coming of age. Not all parents are accepting especially when it comes to admitting the one thing that's taken Madison years to accept herself, sexuality. And this why sometimes family is just merely blood. Credits: @billiescoochiehairs

Word Count: 1238

Madison's POV:

I got this. I got this. I got this. I got this. I got this. I got this. I got this. I repeated to myself as I stood in front of my parents, I called them down from their room to talk about a feeling that I've had for so long. It's always been there I just never realized it and I never knew it had a name or multiple names. "What's wrong sweetie? You're breaking a sweat." My mom puts her cup of coffee down and my dad just stands there with his arms crossed, if my little brother was here the situation wouldn't be as bad but he's not and so now I'm terrified. "It's just really important and I don't know how you're going to act." I looked down and I started to rub my fingers together, there's two ways this can go and I'm prepared for the both of them, I have some stuff packed that are close to the front door and I know that someone will come and get me or everything is fine and it ends with hugs and happy cries. "I'm sure it's not that big of a deal just spit it out will ya, I don't got all day." My dad raises his voice making both my mom and I flinch. "Let her speak." My mom starts to get mad again and they both glare at each other, "I LIKE GIRLS!" I blurt out covering my mouth with both of my hands and their heads turn towards me. I put my hand into my pocket messing with the volume buttons to send an emergency message. "YOU WHAT?" My dad starts to walk forward with his hands in fists, "MY DAUGHTER LIKE GIRLS! HOW?!" He yells and I feel my throat sting as I try to find the words, "Because I do, there's nothing wrong with that, there's nothing wrong I'm still Madison, I'm still your daughter, this doesn't change anything." I walk backwards stopping as my back hits the couch, "WHY?! YOU THINK YOU'RE STILL MADISON WHO ARE YOU?! HUH? YOU THINK THAT LIKING GIRLS MAKES YOU STILL THE SAME! YOU'RE A GIRL AREN'T YOU? WHAT DID ZACK OR JACK NOT FUCK YOU HARD ENOUGH?!" He towered over me while my mom just stood there and I started bawling.

"NO THEY BOTH TREATED ME LIKE SHIT! THEY CHEATED ON ME! AND BROKE MY TRUST!" I defend myself. "OH PLEASE I KNOW MADISON YOU THINK THAT BEING OUT THERE IN THE WORLD BRINGS OUT THE BEST IN YOU WELL FOR FUCK SAKES WHO SAYS MY DAUGHTER LIKES GIRLS! Wait I know now IT'S THAT STUPID GIRL LOVING BEST FRIEND OF YOURS HUH Y/N L/N SHE'S THE REASON WHY YOU'RE LIKE THIS! SHE'S PUTTING IDEAS IN YOUR HEAD ISN'T SHE! I KNEW I SHOULD'VE GOTTEN RID OF HER A LONG TIME AGO!" I see him walk away but I grab his arm making him look at me, "Please dad, this is me, it's who I am." I beg him but he looks up and down, "Then I don't know who you are but you're sure as hell not my daughter." He pulled his arm away and my heart broke right there. "MADISON!"

Y/n's POV:

Ah shit. I hopped out of my car and I started to break the Beer's front door, I spent the day sitting by my phone staring at it waiting for Madison's text whether it be a good one or a bad one. "MADISON!" I yell her name again finally getting into the house, all eyes were on me in that moment, her mom, her dad and her. "YOU! THIS IS YOUR FAULT! YOU CHANGED MY DAUGHTER!" The bald man start making his way towards me and I tilt my head telling Madison to get out of there and into my car, "HEY now I didn't do anything, she made that decision herself." I slowly walk back out of the house with my hands up in, "THIS IS ALL ON YOU!" I see him grab a baseball bat and that's when I sprinted. I ran out to my car seeing Madison in the passenger seat. I slammed the car door pressing my foot on the gas hearing the car screech before speeding out of the neighborhood. "Are you okay? Madison talk to me." I glanced at her every few seconds and there were dried tears down her cheek, her mascara was running and her breathing was heavy. "Madison?" I said her name again looking at as we wait for the red light to turn green. "He doesn't love me." She sniffles and I grab her hand. I couldn't say anything in this moment too much has happened. We made it to my house and I helped her out of my car and we walk inside. No one was home so this gave me time to come up with something. "Come on." I motion her to follow me into my room and I had her sit on my bed while I sat on my desk chair. "He said I wasn't his daughter. He doesn't want me Y/n, if I just kept my mouth shut then none of this would've happened. He had the devil in his eyes and I knew he didn't love me anymore. He was so mad Y/n he didn't even think about it. He heard me say I like girls and then he said that Jack and Zack must of never fucked me enough and I hate that so much, he doesn't know the half of what happened and I just can't Y/n." She cried hysterically and there was no sign of it stopping.

"Then he came after you and I got scared he could've hurt you and I don't know what I would've done if he did." I drop to my knees stopping her from talking into an overthinking spiral. "Look at me, I'm not hurt, you're with me. He isn't going to get you not without having to fight me okay. You did something not many can do out of fear for situations like this. You were brave, I proud of you, really I am. It's hard to admit something that's seen negatively in society and you admitted to yourself and you parents. It took guts and you grew the balls to do it. I'm sorry it ended this way but they'll come around." I hug her rubbing her back and she started to calm down, "How? How are they going to come around?" She pulls away wiping her cheeks. "Do you regret what you did?" I ask making eye contact with her, "No. I was ready to come out, I was ready to share that information but I wasn't ready for this outcome." She takes deep breaths mimicking my motions. "If you don't regret it then they'll come around, okay trust me." I hug her once more and her body eases up. "Thank you Y/n." She whispers against my shoulder, "You're welcome Mads." I held her having the both of us lay on my bed and she laid on top of my her arms wrapped tight around my neck.