Madison Beer Oneshots (GirlxGirl)

First Time

Oneshot Details: Sex can be scary the first time and Madison was never ready in her past relationships to do it, now celebrating six months with you she starts to think that she's ready, ready to do it with you. Credits: @sugardaddybills

!Smut Warning! G!P

Madison's POV:

I sat on my couch with Y/n and her arm is wrapped around me while my head is on her shoulder and a sex scene comes on between the two main characters  of the movie we're watching and they make it look so easy. They always make it look easy just to get into someone's bed. And they're always so young, not that it's an issue but looking at me, a lot of people think I've done it already but that's far from the truth.

How are people not scared to just jump in and fuck it out? I've attempted with my past relationships to lose my virginity to them but we never got very far because I'd chicken out. I don't know if it's because it just didn't feel right with them or if it's because I just wasn't ready but it's been more on my mind.

Especially now that I'm with Y/n. It's our 6 months tomorrow and not once has she ever asked me to do anything, she's never pressured me into doing anything, she knows my boundaries and I'm incredibly grateful for that but sometimes I think that she wants a little more.

Sure we've made out and kissed but other than that it's been very pg-13 and I know she isn't a virgin herself but I know she thinks about sex. I've seen her get hard and I've seen it, and it's big. Big enough to still scare me at the thought of it being inside. And to think that my ex's sizes have terrified me in the past, they're nothing compared to her.

"Hey what we should we do tomorrow, we never really made plans." Y/n nudges me and I look away from the screen at her, "I don't really know, we can do dinner but I kinda want to stay home, we've been out a lot lately." I tell her and she nods, "Sounds like a deal beautiful." She smiles placing a kiss on the side of my head and I smile back. Maybe it's time.

The Next Morning

"Good morning, happy anniversary love." I plant kisses all over Y/n's face waking her up, I was up late last night trying to search for how to prepare and honestly, the internet wasn't that helpful but I got a few tips and I wanted to be up before Y/n before she could pull off a surprise breakfast, this time it's my turn.

"Good morning and happy anniversary pretty girl." Her arms wrap tightly around me turning us over and she lays on top of me trying to hold onto me closer making me laugh. "Mmm something smells good, is that you?" She says into my chest sending vibrations everywhere, oooh that was new feeling.

"No that's not me it's breakfast." I correct her and she lifts her head up smiling, "I love breakfast let's go eat." She gets up walking to the bathroom with a noticiable hard on through her shorts. Tonights the night and it's going to be okay. It'll be okay.

We spent the day together doing whatever we wanted to, we even played chess to pass the long hours, at least they felt long to me probably because I know what's coming. Y/n has no idea and I plan to keep it that way until it's time.

I feel like I have it all planned in my head but I don't know how it's really going to go, honestly maybe I should mention it. Ugh I don't know anymore. "Hey you okay?" I feel Y/n hold my hand from across the table and I look up from my plate of tacos.

That's what we decided to eat tonight, homemade street style tacos with everything at least that's what Y/n made, we thought that it'll be fun for us to dress all fancy and eat something not so fancy so tacos as our main then I made creme brule as a dessert, I saw someone make it the other day so I tried to make it too.

"Yeah yeah I'm fine, I just have something on my mind." I tell her squeezing her hand and she tilts her head, "Want to talk about it?" She asks and I shake my head, "Not now, we can later but want to try what I made?" I pull my hand away standing up and Y/n nods with her cheeks full of carne asada.