Mute Voices: Spoken Word

Outlet 23

Poem 23 - I miss you.

I miss the smile that lit the whole room when I walked in. Silence rolls through the air because I  am me! 
I miss the laughter I had when someone told a joke now it's just jokes and no responses.
I miss the sun when it shines through my window now it's dark and full of unspoken things.
I miss the look on my face when,  I'm surprised by all my accomplishments. Now it's accomplishments without any reaction.
I miss Sunday's because Monday comes way to fast.
I miss the sound of the rain now all I hear is my own pain.
I miss the way it feels to be valued all I get is walked on talked about and left out in the cold being played on like im just to darn old.
I miss the  love shared between a man and his wife never thought I'd be alone in this life!
I miss being held and feeling wanted inside now it's a lot of sorries and good byes!
I  miss the smell of a rose being placed in my bed now all I get is people messing with my head!
I miss happiness at it's best I guess I better let it go and let time take care of the rest!
I miss time flying by as fast as it came now all I get is him calling me out my name; Taking all my memories and throwing them down the drain! Family time is empty and pictures are now shattered where did this go wrong and now it doesn't matter!
I  miss so many things that came and went that's most of the times I tried and he spent!
I miss this  very moment that I'm standing in, wish I could stop and place it for the win!
I miss me; who I was I don't know anymore; throwing all the past right out the front door.
I miss opening my heart up and letting love live within me now it's just turning one way and he spins me!
I can't believe all the things I miss, it's truly as long as a grocery list.
I miss only the things that justify who I am a women who loves a boy I turned into a man.
I miss me, I miss we, I miss us , I miss trust.
I miss you can you come by and let's give it another try? I'll be waiting for you tomorrow and every day after that me missing you will bring you back to me one day soon I'll be looking and watching the moon. Once it turns clear then maybe you will see being at home is where you should be!
I miss you I miss ten times one all the things that we should've done.
I'll be missing you in my  sleep dreaming of how deep I want you back, some say that's really all wack. I don't care I want you back!
I miss you wait right there while I get this to you!
I miss you shhhh let me say it one more time just to let my love for you shine,
  I Miss You!