Mute Voices: Spoken Word

Outlet 13

Until Tomorrow

Shades pulled to keep out the light; trying so hard to keep calm with all my might. Until tomorrow
comes, I lose hours of sleep. The pain burns so low from the top to the bottom of my feet. Deep groans from my body travel inwards instead of out. How will I ever get this violence of love to shout?

Until tomorrow I'll  be just as I was yesterday, only today seems more intense than all the days before. How can this be me, just laying in my bed, waiting for the next day to come so I can see you all over again? With the time being so quick to change I just want this empty feeling to be rearranged.

Until tomorrow comes again, it will take all my will to stand still - to pretend that you don't exist you're dead to me! Then comes tomorrow you're after me telling me: Oh how much you missed me, then you try to kiss me? Just like a fool who builds on a Rock I open up and let you suck me right back in not even thinking I'm not her, I dont deserve what's not mine. Oh god why can't I have you all of the time?

Until tomorrow, I have  you plain as the days blue. How can I go on without missing you?

Until tomorrow comes ... Until tomorrow,
Life is all but a empty book open up alittle and you will get shook! Do you understand tomorrow only comes once a day and goes right away or should I tell you that tomorrow isn't coming time stops here now!? Then you look at me with a worried eye,
why? Are you afraid of tomorrow and what it may reveal ? Good,  I want you to feel just as I do everyday you  leave me.  If tomorrow never comes you can't deceive me!

Until tomorrow comes, this is how my story ends. You tell eveyone near us: oh we're just the best of friends! It's funny to you the smirk of your face turns my stomach, you're just a disgrace! Until tomorrow comes, my purity is unclean; dirt rolls off me slowly finding its way to the ground walking all over me as though i was clear.

Until tomorrow comes,  every inch of who I am is frozen. Someone will one day want to unthaw me and show me just what all my tomorrows were for . It's not just tomorrow that I look forward to anymore I received a precious gift that day  until now I was blinded by his dismay! Now I got thousands of what I prayed for  god gave me all my tomorrows back, ten times fold. That's what loving that man was for - low and behold - Giving was the easiest thing to lend, becoming my own tomorrow is how my story finally ends!

Until tomorrow, you don't have to wait on it if you believe love lasts, never give anyone a chance to break all your might,  put your trust in now and tomorrow you will be alright! Believe and inspire never give in to tomorrow desires!!