Mute Voices: Spoken Word

Outlet 14

Empty prision
Light never seems to find its way through these walls that lie flat and have no color; Empty with nothing inside them but fear and painful tears. Theres nothing I can do to make my prision become less of my home it's where hell ends and heaven never even had a chance to show it's way through. Siting in silence looking back behind me to see if my shadow is still there amazed because it's just as dark as this prision I'm in.

     Ripped from me was my freedom, my integrity, my joy, and all my dreams. I'm screaming as loud as I can my mouth, open but nothing is coming out so how can you hear me? This place... this dark place I allowed it to eat me alive not thinking that all along I had control of who put me here!

  I gave up instead of giving in I fought so hard but not with my hands!

   I cried when I had nothing left in me but pain ! 

I spoke to many words instead of being quiet and just prayed!

This empty prision I'm in it's not a place any one should be you're not the only strong one I can be stronger as many times as I am weak!

Darkness peeps through the very places in my prison know one has been but you, To many nights in this prison I'm  now  worried about how I'll spend my days ? You don't seek what you already know because truth always overcomes any of your Lies. Just shut up, take my prision and give me a heaven its so peaceful there. No one cares what you are there for they honor you instead of betraying and leaving you alone empty!

  This empty prision smells of hatred it's so powerful that it could kill without even touching someone it eats souls and breaks families. I've been here so long I call this my home. Breaking free is an understatement I want to live free that's more invase and requires nothing but taking the first step and letting no  one  follow behind you . Emptiness has never given me a reason to love it's not one single theory that makes sense it all adds up to being just the same some live until death empty others commit and fall victim to prisions.

   To many chances I've given hoping for change all my chains have become my testimony I will no longer be empty my freedom isn't ordered I control how Long forever last !!

   If time stopped just for a brief moment the doors of prison would open up and all the light that was kept hidden would shine through so hard its power would be my strength I wouldn't need another moment time could start again. Being in prison doesn't have to consume all of my Desires it only took  what I showed as my weaknesses. I'm tired of running. I'm not finding the way to the end by lack of effort. Ive built my last prison I've aged and my mind has measured everything out to be even, I stand here now more aware then you could ever know.

   Today marks my new error of being released from this prison and set out to build my own kingdom . You won't be able to enter into this one no not this time !! 

   But good luck finding out how empty how lonely and how powerless your prison will be because your building it off of that hatred you got from me, the day I decided to be free'. It's ok prison isn't for everyone I'm sure you will die inside before anyone even knows you're there! Yes you put yourself in that prison the very one I once was in who said prison won't expect you it's not prejudice so judge not!
Don't look behind you hell will find you!

   I'm saying this is goodbye I don't ever want to see that prison again never I'm not empty, I'm full of the days delight, free from all the prisons might!' I'll never see another prisons night!