My Forever Hope

Chapter 1

My names Y/n I am 16 years old I live in London with my mother and father.  I go to the local high school, I tend to hide in the shadows and be by myself because everyone there hates me not to mention having to hide all the bruises and cuts on my body from my parents hitting me or me cutting myself.  Most of my teachers hate me too they don't like how I don't participate so really my life isn't that great there is only one person in this world keeping me here my English Teacher Mr. Hiddleston he always asks me how I am doing I will stay after school with him sometimes he's become a friend of mine sometimes we even joke about certain topics in class which always makes my day and ya thats my story.

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Today was another shitty day I woke up to my father banging on my bedroom door telling me I needed to get up for school knowing I probably slept longer than I should have I got dressed and climbed out of my window and walked to school and of course I didn't eat anything again like yesterday so I felt like throwing up but I just had to push through it.  

When I got to the school I still had about 20 minutes to spare so I went to my locker and took out my sketch book and started drawing my feelings that's usually the way I cope with everything that and singing.  I kept drawing until some kid decided to snatch my book out of my hands.

"Hey give that back asshole"

"And why should I"

"Because its mine"

"Oh boohoo"

He started to rip my drawings out of my book now I was getting really pissed so I decided to punch him in the side and I will say it was not the best choice because he decided to punch me in the lip causing it to bleed and then he left me to clean up the paper that was all over the floor.

*Fuck I need to get something to cover up my lip*

Thats when I remembered I have gauze in my locker in case.  I took the gauze and held it to my lip while cleaning up the paper and throwing it away, after a while my lip stopped bleeding so I threw the gauze away and walked to class.

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After my first 3 classes I finally had lunch hour but I usually didn't sit in the lunch room I would go to the library and read.  I decided today I would just read some notes from my grandmother before she passed she was the only one who cared for me and showed me love so when she passed my world hasn't been the same and these letters are my only reminder and usually I read them a couple times a day when I am by myself.

I sat on the window seat and read my grandmothers letters to me.  I couldn't help but cry knowing she is gone.

"Y/n?"

You hurried and wiped your tears and looked to were the voice came from and saw Mr. Hiddleston.

"Oh hey Mr. Hiddleston"

"Are you ok?"

"Ya I'm fine just reading some things and thinking, how are you doing?"

"I'm good thank you"

"I was wondering Mr. Hiddleston could I stay after school with you today?"

"Of course but this period is ending so you should probably get to your next class"

"Ok thank you I will see you eighth period"

"See you then Y/n"

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Finishing my last 4 periods of the day I could finally go to a class were the teacher actually treats me nicely.  Walking into Mr. Hiddleston's class is always like an adventure there are pictures all over the place of different writers and some sonnets on the wall and then he always creative things written on the board for when we enter.

"Good Afternoon Mr. Hiddleston"

"Good Afternoon Y/n"

I walked to my desk which was in the far back I think Mr. Hiddleston knows I don't really like being in the front and I am glad he respects that.  Towards the end of class someone came up to me and kept asking me what happened to my lip and of course I told them I don't wanna talk about it and they just started being rude so I ignored them until everyone was dismissed for the day.

"Y/n I wanted to ask you something" 

"Sure what is it"

"I don't mean to be rude or in your personal bubble but what happened to your lip it looks pretty bad"

"Oh uh nothing I just tripped on the way here and fell thats all"

Looking at Mr. Hiddleston's facial expression I knew he wasn't buying it but he told me ok and we continued to talk until I started homework and he graded work.

In the middle of doing my homework I got  a text from my father

                                                                (Messages with Dad)

-Get your sorry ass home now 

-No I am doing my work at school right now

-Don't make me come over there and get you

-Just leave me alone let me fucking work

-Fine but if I come into the school looking for you don't be shocked

And with that I started to get worried for Mr. Hiddleston's safety I needed to make sure my father doesn't come to the school

"Mr. Hiddleston I have to go early my parents are expecting me home"

"Ok well I will see you tomorrow get home safe"

"I will have a good day Mr. Hiddleston"

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I left the school and started running home hoping not to be seen by my parents and for me to grab some stuff and leave the house for the night not wanting to deal with getting hurt again

I finally made it back home and climbed into my bedroom window and grabbed some clothes and left not looking back just gonna find somewhere to stay for the night

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I started walking to the school there is a area in the the back that I could stay no one ever goes there so I started making my way to the school.  By the time I finally made it to the school again the sun was already setting and most of the cars were gone except a couple in the front so i walked to the area in the back and slept there for the night.

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A/N-Hi everyone I know this chapter is a lot but it will get better hope you all like it