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August 2, 2021

So no dashing at 6:30 in the morning, no one is ordering. But you can't learn the rigmarole unless you don't get involved. So maybe in two weeks I can do 8 to 12 and see what happens then, I know I'll get something closer to noon than I might at 8 but that will be something. So I at least got 2 dashes, but the second one I got the person rerouted the official placement to a place 2 blocks away.  It was bullshit, and the guy got attitude with me because I couldn't find the house offically off the app, but I left it at the actual house the address was for and if it wasn't right I don't care he was a dick. But this after has been really nice got dishes cleaned, the laundry put away and put laundry to be cleaned, and picked up a few things. Had a coworker over to come meet the dogs, she's going to be taking care of the dogs while we are gone for the wedding. The dogs absolutely loved her. They got all sorts of loves and play time while she was here. Then I went to work, same old stuff every day. Since it is Monday I went over to the gym to see my husband help train kids to do boxing, it may habe not been the whole thing but I was there for a bit of it and I was really happy to be there. Sitting at home a bit, already got the dishes I washed this morning put away and got the few things that were in the sink washed. I feel very productive and finally getting on top of things, I just need to keep the insentive to stay on top of it. It is really nice out tonight. Again nice and cool. I like these days. Makes me miss the New York country side. It sucks being in the city. I ate buttered noodles for dinner, there really isn't much in the fridge right now. I hate finances they suck and make me really worried since I didn't get taught them properly. Money always makes me worried, I really don't know what I'm doing any more but I'm trying and I'm going to get better. Deliveries are hard when the only instructions are "just ask for so-and-so." Umm do you want me to message you so you can tell they? Apparently not and it made things really weird. But deliveries mean money.