Things have been slowing down at work again. I don't like it. When it's slow things creep into my mind. I fell like something is worng that I did something wrong, but when I take the step back there is nothing. I may have stepped back from doing something, but someone was there doing something else and I didn't want to bother them. I'm not wrong in being nice and considerate. It's ok to feel useless. Only because you have absolutely nothing to do, these are the moments when I hate my job. What should I do. I don't understand. My brain keeps mixing things up and I can't spell shit right. I want to understand why things go the way they go. Why do I feel like I have to struggle at everything. I can tell my body is exhausted from the drama and the pain and struggle.
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Non-FictionI don't know what this is. There is only one tag because I don't really want anyone to read this, I need a space to write and get things out. I really don't know where I am at the moment in my life anymore so I'm going to try something to help me.
