Another weird dream. It started off as me being someone who I wasn't. I was a dance teacher talking about a student to their father and then it started to get odd because people started dying. While people were dying me and this dad character started to have this budding relationship. And then it flipped to me, actual me, hubby, and one of hubby's friends at a mall sitting outside in the hot outside, which was weird because we can't do that because of a health issue hubby has. But we were on our phones just chilling and then I watched a news video of a mall blowing up and it was the mall we were at and again people started dying again.
Maybe my dreams are trying to tell me something. The loss of someone or something? The tell tale signs of me falling apart slowly? I don't know but the eternal dread of Tuesdays came rolling in hard. I talked to the bank and got my car loan all figured out. I go see my family this weekend. I'm leaving Friday night to drive out there with the dogs. I plan to go to my friend's place for a Halloween party that she is throwing, got my costume all figured out too. I'm going to go as a witch, especially since I pretty much had everything already to be one. I bought a hat a week or so ago and added some bells and trim to the hat to make it pop better. I added a gold ribbon but I wish I had some silver instead, but let's be honest I have so many crafting supplies that some of it is getting out of control. I was able to use the gold thread I had from a failed craft kit and used almost all the ribbon, and the remainder was too little to keep which got thrown away. I'm still working on my bullet journal planner, I think I'm now into September. Which means I only have four more months to finish and then I can get to the fun part and doodle in the top and bottom margins and fill out the rest of the stuff that I either want to try and read and art projects, or something similarly project-like, that need to get done. I hope this planner helps a bit more than the other ones I have tried to use. Maybe I can put stickers on it too. I am starting to run out of space again on my other things that I said I could add too. My body is numb. I need to feel a bit different but that isn't going to happen today.
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Please Don't Read
Non-FictionI don't know what this is. There is only one tag because I don't really want anyone to read this, I need a space to write and get things out. I really don't know where I am at the moment in my life anymore so I'm going to try something to help me.
