The hang ups. Those are the worst. You think things are getting better, which they are. But there are things that get you and make you have to rethink everything. For the longest time I have had financial problems, still kinda do though, but it's getting better since I started Doordash and used that money only for my lunches and if I could swing it something fun. Which has worked, I'm still living paycheck to paycheck, but I can still take care of things when they become a problem a little better than I did before. I did finally break down today, it was awful I cried for a lot of it and finally talked with my dad and I got some things done while I did. I know he hasn't always been that helpful in life but he is finally realising the shit that I have been going through and now knows how hard it has been for me and how much I struggle every day. I am very tired but I need to take the dogs out and then get to bed.
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Non-FictionI don't know what this is. There is only one tag because I don't really want anyone to read this, I need a space to write and get things out. I really don't know where I am at the moment in my life anymore so I'm going to try something to help me.
