Teardrops and Valentines (more poetry)

Looking Back. Moving Forward

Reminiscing about the past

Is good as long as you don't dwell on what didn't last

In the end the time's passed

Time moves forward so fast.

He's not the same as he used to be

He's actually no good for me

Need to get rid of the hope

Because life's not a joke

So when I'm lying in my bed

Our memories are going through my head

Now I realise it's in the past

Convince myself his chance was the last

No more tears I shed

Now when I get a text

I don't feel dread

I feel happy instead

My hope for us is gone

It was a fight and you won

My hearts pieces won't fit into one

I'm leaving them and moving on

Hate feeling all this pain

Hate living with so much shame

Hate living wanting to cry

Hate living, I don't want to try

No one even seems to care

Saying I've already been there

All fed up of my pain

Saying I bring it up with no shame

I'd get over you if I could

If I could stop missing you I would

Stopped loving you like I should

But I wouldn't forget our times if I could

You changed

I got the blame

You got away

I got the pain