...If Michael Only Knew...(On Hold)

F*ck em' up. (Oct. 4. 1987)

"Now that I've got your undivided attention, lets talk...business." Michael said with a smirk. Lamar's eyes widened at the sight of Michael with pliers in his hands. "The fuck you finna do with that?" he asked with an attitude. Michael smiled. "You'll find out if you fuck up. Which I'm sure you will." Slash laughed at Michael's reply an began to interrogate Lamar. "So Lamar, what brings you here today? Hm? Why are you here?" Slash asked. Lamar snickered a bit and then looked into Michael's eyes, who was behind Slash awaiting an answer. "Well Slashy Boy, I was here to have a little 'talk' with my girl Maria. That's all. Then on thing led to another and we were about to have sex. Right there on the floor. She wants me back." Lamar said in  a serious tone. Michael almost died laughing behind Slash.

"WHAT? Lamar is off his rocker! That has to the best Bullshit I've ever heard! He's lying! Maria didn't wanna have sex with him! If she did, I wouldn't have heard her trying to resist it!" Michael said. Slash shook his head. "Well Michael, he lied to us. And you know what happens when he lies." Lamar squinted. "What? What happens when I lie?" He asked with a smile. Michael took the pliers and grabbed the bridge of Lamar's nosed and tightened his grip.Slash cringed at the sound of Lamar's nose cracking. Lamar let out a loud yell but Michael quickly covered his now bloody mouth. Michael had broken Lamar's nose and it was dripping blood. "Now you sick bastard, answer this next question and you better answer it right!" Michael fussed annoyed. He turned on a tape player to record Lamar's answers to give to police as evidence.

"Now, everytime you strike Lamar, Michael is never here. I refuse to believe that it's just a simple concience. Tell us, how do you know when Michael is gone if you have absolutely no contact with Michael or anyone in this tour crew?" Slash asked. Michael cracked his knuckles and listened. Lamar licked his bloody lips and smiled. "Well, Michael, I worked in this hotel before you came here. I heard how all my female employees were talkin' bout you staying here for a few days and how excited they were to meet you. So, me being the tech-savy guy that I am, I set up cameras through out this room. 2 and the bathroom,4 in the bedroom, 1 in this room and 1 in the kitchen.Then, I quit so I can do what I needed to do. That's how I knew." Lamar said. Michael sighed and stepped forward. "I've got this Slash, you take the pliers." Lamar laughed. Slash took the pliers and squeezed Lamar's nose again.

"You shut up and listen to Michael, ight?" Slash whispered in Lamar's ear so the recording wouldn't pick it up. "Lamar, I just have one simply question that I want you to answer. That question is Why?" Michael said calmly. Lamar, who had tears of pain running down his face, sighed and answered. "Well,Mr. King Of Pop, I believe that you're the reason that me and My dear Maria broke up." Lamar said with anger. Michael gasped. "Why? Me and Maria never did anything to cause your relationship to end!" Michael said annoyed. Lamar leaned up a little bit and growled in anger. "You may not know you did it, but you had to do SOMETHING Mike! I'm not stupid! It's all in her diary man!" Lamar fussed. Slash and Michael seemed confused."Diary you say?" Slash  asked. "Yeah! I found it one night I spent with her at Neverland Ranch! It was under her pillow. It's just filled with Michael this and Michael that! It's sickening!" Lamar fussed. Michael blushed and lowered his head.

"W-Where is this Diary you speak of Lamar?" Michael asked softly. Lamar tilted his head down. "It's in my pocket. Take it." Slash looked at Michael and nodded. Michael reached into Lamar's pocket and pulled out. It was a small, pink and light blue, spiral notebook like diary that read "Maria's Diary" on the front. Michael hesitated to open the book. Slash walked over and turned off the tape recorder. "What you waiting for Michael? Open it." Slash said. Michael took a deep breath and opened the diary to the first page.

Page One.

Today was a pretty awesome day! My boyfriend Lamar came over to visit me at Neverland Ranch! It was amazing! We baked cookies and ate Ice cream together. It was magical! I can tell that he really wants to take our realationship to the next level, but to be quite honest , I'm not ready to take that step quite yet. I do have strong feeling for Lamar, really I do, but they aren't strong enough for me to have sex with him for some reason. I'm not sure if it's my religious beliefs that''s holding me back or the strong feelings that for my best friend...Michael. Yeah I know, I shouldn't have feelings for another  man while I'm dating Lamar, but I can't help it. Michael was the first guy to tell me I'm beautiful and that I'm worth something. I live with him, and I've been living with him for years! I've only known Lamar for 2 years and to be honest, he's a little controling and he HIT me once! Slapped me so hard my left ear wouldn't stop ringing for weeks and I had an ugly mark for awhile that I had to lie to Michael about. I would never lie to Michael about anything else, but I knew if Michael would have known about Lamar hitting me, he would've killed him, so, to save my baby Lamar, I lied and said I fell off a Neverland ride. One day I'll tell Michael. Probably when we're old and gray, ...and married. Noooooo. Michael would never like a low life like me. I'm not worth his time. I have nothing to give but love and I think he deserves more than that. But hey, what do you expect a girl who witnessed her family be murdered by her own dad to have? What am I saying? I should just shut up and stay with Lamar. I love him, but not as much as I love Michael. 3 /15/ 85

Michael's face turned completely red. "I-I didn't know...I didn't think..." Michael kept trying to speak, but he kept stopping. He was beyond confused. Michael had no clue that Maria wanted him and wanted him so bad. He felt sorry for Lamar but at the same time, he knew that what was about to happen had to be done. "Slash, pass me that razor blade and the alcohol please." He said with anger in his voice. Slash laughed and placed the rag back in Lamar's mouth to muffle his screams. Michael took the razor bade and began to tear the flesh of Lamar's face and chest. Lamar's muffled screams were music to Michael's ears. "NOW YOU SEE HOW MARIA FELT!" Michael yelled. After slicing Lamar's face, he took the alcohol and poured it on his open wounds and watched as Lamar wailed and jerked in pain as the alcohol ran into the cuts of his now burning skin. Lamar jerked so hard that the chair he was sitting in tilted over he fell to the floor. Slash and Michael laughed and picked up his chair.

"Would you like to do the next part?" Michael asked Slash as he passed him the pliers. "Gladly." Slash said. Michael removed the rag from Lamar's mouth, held his head back and his mouth open while Slash wrapped the pliers around one off Lamar's front teeth. Lamar tried to scream but Michael punched him in his already swollen temple due to the fact that earlier, he was hit in the head with a gun. Slash then pulled out Lamar's tooth with one quick flick of his wrist. Lamar yelled. "YOU MEN ARE FUCKING CRAZY! CRAZY I TELL YOU!" He cried. Michael sighed and placed the rag back in Lamar's mouth. "I don't like it when people call me names Lamar." Michael said softly then he picked up the mase and sprayed Lamar directly in his eyes. "Alright Slash, I think I'm done with his ass for now. We can toss him out later." Michael said with a wink "We should go check on the girls.". He and Slash got cleaned up and walked out of the room as if nothing happened. "Wait! Michael squealed. He walked back to the and wrote a little note that said "Do not enter", hung it on the door, and him and Slash went to go check on Maria and Lisa.

~ I guess we see who's really Bad in this mutha!

~ Is Maria okay?

~Is Lamar telling the complete truth?

~  We'll find out soon.

Much L.O.V.E <3