...If Michael Only Knew...(On Hold)

The truth, unveiled. (Oct 5, 1987)(Filler)

After the concert, Michael and the crew got back on the tour bus and went to their hotel. Hanan and Delano were walking side by side, getting to know each other and Michael was carrying Maria,who was fast asleep. Lisa and Slash were being all adorable and so were all the other crew members all except...Tatiana Tumbtzen. She watched in anger as Michael caried Maria in his arms, kissing her forehead repeatedly. Tatiana had tears in her eyes but didn't let them fall...

*An hour later*

"Baby?" Michael said, looking up into Maria's eyes. "Yes Michael?" She smiled as he left kisses on her tummy. "Is it weird that I can't wait for you to have this baby? I have to admit, I am a bit excited..." He giggled. Maria shook her head and smiled. "No, it isn't Michael...hell, atleast one of us is excited about this." She sighed. He laid down and pulled Maria on to his lap. "You're scared, aren't you?" He asked, looking up into her eyes. She nodded and looked away. "Yeah!...I've gotta go through alot of changes Michael. I'm already throwing up and I'm gonna get fat! A-All these h-hormones and h-how are you gonna love me like that? Like this?! I'm a wreak!" She cried loudly. Michael pulled her down to him. "Don't be scared Ria, I'm gonna be here the entire time! No matter how much weight you gain, trust me, I don't descriminate! I love a woman with a little meat on her bones anway and you know that! And don't worry about the pain, I'll help you through it anyway I can! Don't worry about all that. We have a long time until we get to that point okay? Please, don't cry.I don't like it when you cry baby. I never did." He smiled.

Maria wiped her eyes and smirked. "I'm sorry Michael...It's just that I'm so scared." She whispered. "My mother is gonna help you through it all...help us through it all." He said, kissing her cheek. "No Michael...it's me and...L-Lamar's baby so I'll take care of it." She mumbled into his chest.Michael looked down at her and scoffed. "Maria. C'mon. That baby growing inside you, is OUR baby, okay? You know Lamar isn't going to help you and I wouldn't dare allow you to raise that baby by yourself when I'm RIGHT here! Get real..."He said, a bit offended by her statement. She nodded "Okay Michael..." she said through a yawn. "Is my baby sleepy?" Michael asked, pulling the covers over them both. "I'm tired as fuck." She mumbled. "Such language..." Michael giggled. "Just turn out that gotdamn bright ass lamp and kiss me goodnight!" She giggled and Michael did just that...

In the other room, Delano and Hanan were drinking liquor and talking about God knows what. They were having the time of their lives! "Girl, you know what? You are fine as fuck.Nice personality, nice face, nice body... you just damn girl. You just damn." Delano slured. "A-and so are you! Yo high yellow ass...boy I can just tear. You. Apart!" She replied with a smile. "Girl don't start no shit now! You can't handle this!" Delano laughed. Hanan giggled and reached for the bottle of scotch. She turned the bottled up to her head and nothing came out. "AWWE! We're outta scotch...what are we gonna do now?" She pouted. Delano stared at her bottom lip and bit his. "Go ahead...I know you want to..." Hanan said, closing her eyes. Delano wasted little time pouncing on her. The two made out until they passed out. Together. Lisa was upstairs having a little fun with her mate Slash. Tatiana on the other hand, had no one to love. Poor thing...

**Tatiana's POV**

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I'm not even stressing this shit anymore! It's not fair! I had Michael where I wanted him and Hanan has to bop her ass into the picture and fuck EVERYTHING up! All I wanted to do was marry him and give him children...and yes, control his funds. I hate Hanan, I hate Maria! It's so unfair how they always get what they want! But, that's okay. That is okay. I am no longer obsessed with Michael. I'm actually out FOR Michael's ass. That's right. "Lamar", he is my boss, the provider of my other paycheck, and oh yeah! My brother! That's right! My brother! I never wanted that stuff to happen to Maria but hey, it's her fault. She should've given up the goods! I mean, come on! A realationship without sex is pointless! But, for that religious, goody two shoe ass bitch, it's fine to leave a nigga hanging like that. I bet she wishes now she would've just fucked him. Ugh...I do hate that she is pregnant though. That means the little bastard or bitch she's carrying is gonna be my niece or nephew...damn!

**Michael's POV**

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I can't sleep. After shows like that, you would expect me to be tired but I'm actually still pretty hype you know? The adrenaline! So, when I can't sleep, I just like to hold Maria and watch her sleep. Even before we started going out I would hold her because she was always a very mentally disturbed girl. She would always cry and just scream in the middle of the night and it really tore my heart to shreds. I mean she would just scream and cry and cry until I would finally just get her and bring her to my room and hold her. Even when she got older, in her 20's, she still does that. I have to hold her and I love doing it. Loving her makes me feel complete...I couldn't hold off any longer. I HAD to have her! I've always had a little thing for Maria, but, I was being a punk. I didn't think she would like me back because we were raised together, but, I was dead ass wrong and I'm so glad I was! I'm gonna love her and this child...forever.

**Lamar's POV**

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Y'all motherfuckas thought I was gone, didn't you? Nah. But I will tell you this. I'm not in Australia. I promise you that. But, I don't need to be there. Not yet. I think I'm gonna fall back awhile. I may wait until Maria is damn near ready to pop until I show up again. Not sure who I'll get rid of first...Michael, Maria, or that damn baby...I know, I know. It sounds harsh. And trust me. It will be...and if you don't like it...suck it, bitch.