...If Michael Only Knew...(On Hold)

Test Results And Lost Hopes (Sep. 28, 1987)

"Damn Slash!...that was the most embarrassing shit to ever happen to me in my entire fucking life! My friend, the guy who claims me as his sister, saw me naked! And not only that, he saw me having sex with you!" Lisa groaned. "Yeah...that was pretty embarrassing baby. I hope he is'nt too destroyed ...mentally" Slash laughed. " Come on, we should go shower before practice." Slash said as he got up and headed towards the shower.  "Baby...we don't have practice tonight remember?" Lisa said as she rubbed her leg. She was starting to feel soreness between her thighs, but she wanted more of Slash anyway. " Shall we go on to Round two?..." She giggled as she patted the bed. Slash laughed and hopped back in the bed with Lisa to satisfy her  once again.

Upstairs, next door to him and Maria's room, Michael was helping Tatiana Thumbtzen unpack her things. She was clearly flirting with him, and he was flirting with her in return. After about 30 minutes, Tatiana and Michael finally got done getting her set up in her room. "Mikey, I need a damn nap!" She yawned. "So do I. A nice long one!" Michael replied. He sat on the couch and played with his curls. Whenever Michael plays with his curls, that means he is trying to keep himself from falling asleep. Tatiana slumped down on the couch beside him. "Michael, you're doing that little thing with your hair...are you sleepy hun?" She asked sweetly. Michael giggled "Ahhh, You know me so well." Michael yawned. "...yes, I am tired. Very tired. So, if you'd excuse me, I'm gonna head over to my room and take a nap, I-I'll see you later Tati." Just as Michael was getting up from the couch, Tatiana jumped up. "No, Michael, you don't have to go. You can take a nap right here! I won't bite." Tatiana suggested. Michael was too sleepy to refuse her offer, so he laid down on couch and was slowly fading into sleep. when Tatiana, who also was pretty sleepy herself, sat beside him. She slowly lowered her head on Michael's chest. Michael jumpped and he looked confused at first, but he didn't care. His crush was laying on his chest, and he loved every second of it! He wrapped his arm around her and they both drifted off to sleep.

Downstairs, Maria is headed back to Lisa's room. As she approches, she hears moaning and the banging of the headboard against the wall. "Sounds like Slash and Lisa are finally using their alone time wisely...I won't disturb them." Maria smirked and dragged herself back to the elevator to head back up to her own room. She began to talk to herself.

*~Maria''s POV~*

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All of these couples and happy people!! I honestly think everyone on this tour with us is either married or dating someone except me, Michael, that Tatiana slut. That's what makes it so hard for me, because he has another option! UGH!!! People don't understand why I am so obsessed with him, and why I am so deep in love with him! And to be honest, I'm not completely sure my self. I guess I like him because I was raised with him from a toddler until now and I still live with him in Neverland Ranch, so I know things about him that the media doesn't and his Moonwalkers don't! But I guess knowing a person 98 percent of your life does'nt matter anymore, because If someone prettier comes into the picture, that person is gonna throw you out like last week's trash. Between Michael and the posiblity of me being pregnant, I just really need someone to talk too. It's been over a week since the whole thing with Lamar, so it's time for me to face my fears. So while I was out, I stopped by a near by store and purchased two pregnancy test to take when I get back. I hope Mikey is in the room, because if I don't get this shit off my chest, it might just kill me, or better yet, it may make me kill myself...

Maria got up to her and Michael's room and took a deep breath. "I hope he's in here..." she mumbled as she unlocked the door. "Michael? Michael?" she called out, but got no responce. "Great. His ass is probably STILL with Tatiana! UGH I'm so over this shit!! I guess I'll go and take these pregnancy test... " Maria went into the bathroom located in her and Michael's bedroom and locked herself in.

*4 Hours Later*

Back at Tatiana's room, Michael has woken up, but he does'nt want to awaken Tatiana, but he feel's like he should go back to his room. Something is telling him that he really needs to go. Now. So he slowly sid his body from under her's and was about to leave until she woke up. "Mikey? Where are you going?" Tatiana said groggly. Michael smiled. " I promise I'll see you later, but now I really have to go okay?" Michael walked over to Tatiana,planted a short but sweet kiss on her forehead and left. 

He walked a few feet to his room next door, and noiced the door was cracked. "Either I'm being robbed, or Maria is back..." Michael entered the room with caution. As he neared the bedroom, he heard a woman talking to herself. He tried to open the door, but it was locked. "Maria? Is that you in there?" He banged on the door. He began to freak out, because he remembered what happened the last time he left her alone for too long. "Maria? MARIA! I'm comming in there!" Michael yelled. He began to try and force his way in the room, but Maria got up and calmly unlocked the door. "Michael? is that you?" She was wiping her eyes like a sleepy child. She had obviously been awaken from a nap. "What's wrong with you Michael, damn" She groaned. "I heard you talking...and the door was locked!" Maria smiled faintly. "Michael, you know that sometimes I talk in my sleep! You're the one who told me!" Michael pulled her into a hug and didn't let her go. "Maria! I was so worried about you! Don't you ever pull a stunt like that ever again! Do you hear me?!" Michael fussed. "Yes Michael. I understand..." Maria mumbled into his chest. She then remembered that in the process of waiting for the pregnancy test results, she fell asleep, so she never got to read the results.

"Uh, Michael?" "Yes Maria?" He said with his arms folded across his chest. "While I was out, I brought 2 pregnancy test...I took them already, but I fell asleep while waiting for the 5 minutes to be up to get the results..." She was holding back tears because she just had that gut feeling that everything was about to go from bad to worse. Michael gulped. "Would you like for me to read the results and tell you?" He suggested. "I think that would be best Michael..." Maria stood by the bedroom door and watched Michael as he slowly walked into the bathroom. About 2 or 3 minutes later, Michael walked out of the bathroom with a look of sorrow on his face. Maria's heart sank. "What Were The Test Results Applehead?" Michael wiped his nose, but he didn't answer. He just shook his head in disbelief. Maria's eyes glowed. "SO I'M NOT PREGNANT FROM LAMAR?!" Maria screamed. She was so happy, until a tear dropped from Michael's eye. He pulled her into a hug. "I am so sorry Maria, but both test came back positive, you are pregnant..."  Maria melted in Michael's arms. "I am so sorry Maria...I promise, these next 9 months and until this baby is fully grown I promise I'll be there for you and him or her,whatever you may have! I'll be the father figure in this baby's life, and no matter what happen's I'll treat it like it is mine Maria." Maria nodded her head She screamed and pounded her fist against his chest. "MICHAEL WHY? WHY ME?! ALL MY FUCKING LIFE, I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED. TO HAVE A FAMILY I CAN CALL MY OWN! I ACTUALLY LOVED LAMAR! BUT EVIDENTLY, HE JUST WANTED MY VIRGINITY! AND WHEN I DIDN'T GIVE IT TO HIM WHEN HE WANTED IT, HE JUST UP  AND TOOK IT! AND NOW LOOK WHAT IT GOT ME! 9 MONTHS OF HELL THAT I'M GONNA GO THROUGH ALONE AND A BABY WITH A RAPIST FOR A FATHER!" Maria cried until she was so weak that she could no longer stand. Michael scooped her up and placed her in the bed. "Dammit Lamar!" Michael fussed as he punched the wall. Michael picked up the phone to go call Janet and the rest of the family.

~ Maria is pregnant!!! 

~ Michael is upset!

~ Poor Maria!

~ The tour starts in a few more days...

~ Will Lamar go through with his plan?

~ Will Michael have the strength to go on?

XOXO MOONWALKER_234