...If Michael Only Knew...(On Hold)

Sex,Tears, And A Dozen Roses. (Sep. 28, 1987)

*~ Maria's POV ~*

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I know Lisa's worried about me...I hate that Michael isn't with right now. He always knows what to do when I'm upset like this. I've been crying this entire time! Too bad he's too far up Tatiana's ass right now. That's right. I saw a payphone and decided to phone Lisa's room, to tell her I'm okay and to see if Michael and Tatiana had made it back to the room yet. When she said that they hadn't, I'm pretty sure that he took her out or something because the airport is 10 fuckin' minutes away. It's been TWO hours. She said she didn't even hear from him! I knew I should've stayed in my lane and remained the dependent best friend like I have been since the Jackson 5 days. I should've know he wouldn't want me. I mean really, who would want someone they've taken care of all their life? I can't wait until this tour is over so I can go back to America and find my own home...atleast try to...Hey, this little black car is everywhere I go! Am I being followed or what? Damn!

*~Lisa's POV~*

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I can't deal! Maria is a wreak. This Lamar guy has really fucked her up emotionally and mentally. She's liked Michael when they got older and now she can't get enough of him! Once he released the Off The Wall album, she fell hard...well, atleast thats what she told me. But I hate to see her like this...and I didn't want to make it worse so I lied. Thats right. I lied. Michael did call me, right after Maria stormed out and told me that he was headed out for lunch and shopping with Tatiana before they headed back here. I could'nt tell Maria! She's already suicidal and alone in a country she doesn't know very well with a crazy ex after her AND Michael! I'll be glad when we leave Japan! It's too much goin' on for me! I need a damn drink...where's Slash when you need him!?

*~Michael's POV~*

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Tatiana is so breath-takingly beautiful until I can't stand it. I'm not gonna say that I love her, but I will say that I'm crushing on her pretty hard. She's so funny and a good listener. I brought her to the finest resturant in all of Japan so I could show her how much I-I like her...I've been single for a long time now and I wouldn't mind...you know...talkin' to her. I'm pretty sure she likes me too. I mean look at me! I'm handsome, right? I do nice things, I help children, I can sing pretty good, I draw stuff, I can dance, I'm loyal, and I love hard! Isn't that what a woman looks for in her man? I don't know, but I really wanna give Tatiana a chance, but I don't know if now is the right time. I hope Maria goes back to the room soon! I wonder why she left by herself? I'm gonna get on her when I get back there..

*~Tatiana POV~*

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DAMN! Looking at Michael's big warm smile is making me hot! I've litterally been fanning myself for the past hour or so! He's so adorable! Imagine if me and him were have children! Those would be the prettiest children to ever roam the face of the earth! I mean, really! Mikey has everything I want and need in a man! HE EVEN GOT ME A DOZEN OF ROSES! And plus, I heard Michael has a nice "Package" if you know what I mean...but I'm not gonna talk too much about that right now. Just know, Michael is gonna be sleepin' in my arms before this tour is over. Don't believe me? Just watch.