despise - negan x reader

epilogue

a/n: *cries in last chapter*

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two years later.....

"a, b, c, d, e, f, g," i hear through the walls. negan laughs as he kisses me once more, pulling my naked legs around him.

"well, at least he's paying attention in class," negan says as i groan.

"but i already know the alphabet. and even if i didn't, i definitely do now."

he rolls me onto my back and our chest collides, "think we got time for one more?"

"maybe," i pull his lips to mine. mason knocks on the door, "come play with me, aunt n/n!"

negan laughs again as i groan against his lips. "shut up," i mumble against his lips, "it's not funny."

"it is, though."

"i'll remember that next time the roles are reversed."

"i'm sure you will, now come on. we've got a meeting in a bit."

"rick?" i ask as he rolls off of me.

"mhm," i hear him say from the closet.

things between the sanctuary and alexandria couldn't be better. negan and rick finally sat down and talked things out a year and a half ago. negan and rick were very slowly becoming friends. it made me so happy to see the two men in my life finally getting along.

everyone back there also began accepting our relationship. maggie kept her distance but she didn't hold a grudge against me. carl, carol, rosita, and sasha did the same.

on another note, mila had grown to the size mason was two years ago. she was very far along in her speech and was even being considered to move up to another age group. mason was an average student, not that i minded. they were both happy and healthy, i couldn't ask for anything more.

carson and i had set aside our differences and became friends again. brandon and i also became good friends, his parents also began accepting him. about damn time if you ask me. 

negan, dwight, and simon grew close. this probably would have happened sooner if negan wasn't such a jackass back then. in return, sherry and i became best friends. 

life was good. negan and i had dates once or twice a week. we also snuck kid-free weekends in there too. we went on runs together and overall, we were happy.

"you coming or what?" negan asks as i watch him.

"right behind you, mr. smith," i say as i pull him in for a kiss.

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a/n: definitely didn't cry when i posted this...i can't believe this book is over. it's been so fun to write this and i really hope you've enjoyed it.

i know i've said that i was publishing 'with or without' or 'animals' next but i have two others i've also been working on. i really don't know which one i want to post but just know a new story is coming soon! i hope to see you then!

i love you all and thank you for sticking along for the ride❤️

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a sneak peek at my next book...

"so is this what you want? death? destruction?"

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"no, dammit, don't you give up on me. we're almost there. don't you dare give up."

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"do you even love me? do you?"

"i do, i swear i do."

"i don't believe you. i don't believe you anymore."

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'leather', chapter one is out now!