Stuck

Chapter 19

I heard someone else come in after the members, I wasn't sure who it was until they started talking.

They came up next to Jeno and I, "Don't try to speak or say much, just hold her hand or hug her, give her physical contact and something to squeeze. It you talk it will overwhelm her mind and that could make it worse." I heard Hanse say.

They all seemed to listen, he was right, it did start to get better.

After a while, I finally got my breathing regulated, "I'm sorry, this is all my fault. I shouldn't have said anything to him, I shouldn't have gone out today, everything started out great, I got my cast off and I a as finally able to hangout with my friends, then it all came crashing down becsuse I let out my feelings to Jisung, and I went out. Now Hanse is stuck here, and Jisung is gone." I said feeling guilty.

"Jieun, if you blame yourself one more time, I will break your leg again!" I heard Jaemin say.

We were all out in the living room, I was sitting on the couch hugging my knees.

Hanse was bonding with Chenle, Jaemin was doing dishes (Taeyong gives the dreamies chores) jeno was sitting at the counter talking to Jaemin, Renjun was on his phone also on the couch.

I was sitting there thinking, I then felt a hand start patting my shoulder in the least comforting way.

I looked over to see Renjun sitting there just patting my shoulder, "Are you trying to comfort me?" I asked genuinely confused.

He nodded, "Is it working?" He asked, I just kept looking at him, "Not really, no." I said, then he stopped, "Thanks though." I said.

"You don't do physical contact, do you?" I asked, he shook his head, "It depends on who is initiating it, if it's me, no, if it's someone else that I'm comfortable enough with, then yes." He said.

"Also, sorry I haven't talked to you much, I'm a little socially awkward." He said, "It's ok, I don't mind, I understand some of you guys might have gone through some things and talking to people doesn't come easy, so I will be patient and wait for them to be comfortable enough with me." I said.

He smiled, "Thank you." He said. "I see why so many members like you." He added. I smiled before the door opened.

I stood up and looked at who entered, I saw Taeyong enter first followed by Jisung, and the rest of the 127 members.

I ran up and hugged Jisung so hard he almost fell. "Jisung! Don't ever do that again!" I said tightening my grip on him, I felt him accept the hug and hug me back.

"Seriously though, you scared the shit out of her, and us for that matter." I heard Jeno say.

"Everyone wait out here, Jieun and Jisung, come with me." Taeyong said, I was confused as to why he asked me to come along, but I just went with it.

Jisung and I were both sitting on the opposite side of Taeyongs desk than he was, "Ok, long story short neither of you, even you Jisung, can leave at all for now until we find out more." he said making it short.

"What!?" Jisung asked, "Jisung, I know you want to go out when dream does, but this is bigger than any of us thought, JYP is involved." Taeyong said.

I didn't understand what that meant, but Jisung did, Jisung sat down and got quiet, "I understand not leaving, I wasn't going to any time soon anyway, but was there any other reason you called me in here?" I asked still slightly confused.

"Oh yes, a couple things, 1 you are still my secretary and obviously you won't be physically coming in, but I will get you a computer you can use, I'll send you things you can work on, and 2 thanks to your friend Jennie, we now know who was after you." he said.

"Who?" I asked wanting to know who has been making my life worse by the second, "Park Jinyoung, he is the CEO of the company you worked at before you came to mine, he was just trying to get revenge on you for quitting on him the way you did, he knew you were friends with Jennie and he knew your brother was a member of NCT, and Blackpink is a group under YG, like we are under SM, Park Jinyoungs is JYP, thanks to Jennies and I's groups allience we now have, SM is now working with YG. JYP is working with another as well, I don't know who yet, but they are coming after both YG and SM, and of course we have EXO, Shinee, Red Velvet, Super Junior, SNSD, and F(x), plus all the YG groups, Blackpink, Big Bang, Treasure, Winner, and Ikon, JYP has Day6, Got7, Stray kids, Twice, NiziU, Itzy, 2PM, and Boy Story, plus whoever they are working with." he said all at once.

I sighed trying to take in everything, "So you're telling me that dick head of a boss is actually the CEO of a company with a ton of mafia groups?" I asked, he simply nodded.

"Wait, Got7 is helping with all of this?" Jisung asked, "Isn't Lucas friends with one of their members?" he added, Taeyong shrugged, "I don't know what's going on with Got7, they haven't really been active recently." Taeyong siad answering Jisungs questions.

"Anymore questions?" Taeyong asked, Jisung and I both shook our heads, "Ok, Jieun you can leave, Jisung I still need to talk to you." he said before I gave Jisung a reassuring smile and walked out.

I started walking back out to the living room, I passed Johnny and Jaehyun in the hallway, "Hey, you ok, Jeno told us what happened." Jaehyun asked, I nodded.

"Yeah, my anxiety plus everything that's been going on has been really bad recently, then when Jisung left, it all just came out at once I guess." I said.

A/N: I don't really know what to talk about right now, I have a monster today, I low key hate the flavor, Grape flavored drinks don't taste good in my opinion.