Unstable

8 | Almost addicted

"You're coming inside this time right." I said unlocking my front door.

Hopefully Bruno wasn't here this time.

"Sure." He laughed.

He stepped aside allowing me to walk in first. I cut the lights on watching him pull his face in awe.

"Nice place." He nodded looking around.

"Thank you. My interior designer was my sister." I said making him chuckle.

I placed everything down on the island and watched as Kenny stared at my backyard through the floor to ceiling glass door.

"You really stay in this big house by yourself?" He asked turning around to look at me.

"There's only 2 bedrooms." I giggled.

His eyes widened, he almost looked shocked.

"Pretty small huh... it just looks big." I said coming around to him.

He nodded coming closer. I backed myself against the edge of the island as he grabbed me by the waist. He leaned down and connected his lips with him, there were those butterflies. I cupped his face and deepened the kiss, he licked my lips asking for permission to enter and I gladly granted it to him. Our tongues explored one another's mouths and I couldn't help but think of other places his tongue could've been exploring- I felt him grip the back of my thighs and lift me up placing me down on the island. I quickly took it upon myself to remove his jacket and toss it onto the barstool next to him. He caressed my thighs moving my dress just a tad bit up, the energy began to shift. I let out a soft moan as I reached for his buttons and unbuttoned his top three buttons when suddenly he pulled away. We both panted as I stared at him in confusion.

"I should go." He finally said after a prolonged period.

I licked my lips as he backed away allowing me to jump off.

"Okay." I probably said that in the saddest tone ever.

He picked up his jacket and patted his pockets making sure he had everything, he lightly grabbed my chin and gave me another kiss. He was really leaving... I walked him to the door and watched him leave. Damn I really wanted this man to rail me! I groaned, I hope my vibrator isn't flat.
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Sunday afternoon

I came walking out of church tossing my jacket over my arm.

"Toni! Thank you so much for that lovely song you sang for us. Me and my wife surely appreciate it."

I smiled at my pastor Donovan.

"It's an honor. You know I love the Lord." I smiled.

"Amen to that!" He nodded placing his bible under his shoulder.

I bit my lip seeing the pain in his eyes, he was trying to be strong for everyone. I could see it.

"I'm so sorry about Bianca." I said breaking the silence, Bianca was his daughter she passed a few days ago.

"Thank you." He sighed.

I had to hug him, it was the polite thing to do. I moved in closer.

"May I?" I asked, he knew I wanted to hug him so he nodded embracing me as well.

"Yoh pastor Donovan!" I heard a very familiar voice.

We both pulled away and turned to face Bruno.

"Get the fuck away from my woman." Bruno snapped pulling me towards him as pastor Donovan frowned.

"Bruno." I scolded.

"What? Doesn't he have a wife- don't you have a wife but your over here hugging on someone else's woman-"

"I'm gonna leave. See you next week Sunday Toni-"

"No you won't. Matter fact you're not coming back here." Bruno grunted as Donovan rushed off.

I can't believe this man.

"Let's go! As my woman you deserve to be at a fancier church with pastors that have actual degrees from Harvard, my woman ain't coming back here-"

"I'm not your woman! You made that very clear when you told me that 3 months ago." I snapped snatching away from him completely pissed at him.

I walked towards my car before I felt him grab my waist and pull me against him.

"Don't ever disrespect me like that again." He softly scolded.

I looked up staring him in the eyes.

"Why are you so jealous huh? I'm not even yours-"

"You're always gonna be mine. Always Toni." He sternly said before he pressed his lips down on mine.

I sighed kissing him back. He gripped my ass and backed me against my car.

"Open it." He snapped.

I removed my car keys from my bag and quickly unlocked my car. He pushed me inside making me stumble back, he shut the door before he came around and got into the passenger side. He immediately began to undo his pants. I bit my lip as he caressed my thigh and moved my panties to the side slipping his finger right in, I gasped grabbing the handle bracing myself as I let out some moans.

"Uh..." I moaned looking at him as he worked my core.

He bit his lip grabbing my chin and kissing my lips. He quickly pulled back and pulled his pants along with his boxers down.

"Suck this dick." He demanded.

I got comfortable and tossed my hair over my shoulder. Bruno wasn't the type to ever return head, but his penis made up for it... I guess. I leaned down and stroked him before taking him into my mouth. I couldn't help but think of Kenny and how gentle he was with me. I never had a man like that, I glanced up at Bruno who had his head tossed back and eyes shut as I bobbed my head.