Unstable

21 | Mad at myself

"There you are!" Dina sighed in relief.

"Are you here to tell me that you're disappointed in me too?" I asked as I kicked my dress away from covering my feet.

"Because if that's the case you wouldn't be the first and I doubt you'll be the last." I spat lifting up the wine bottle and taking a huge sip from it.

Dina's eyes widened making me roll mine.

"You need to relax." She said.

I shrugged taking another big sip from the bottle. I heard her let out a breathe before she lifted her dress and sat down next to me.

"I'm not disappointed in you- I'm shocked for the most part if I'm being honest." Dina said.

I let out a breathe as I stared at the clear night sky.

"What I really came to tell you is that. Kenny loves you. I see it in the way he looks at you when you're not looking-"

"Great. That makes me feel even worse!" I cried again.

Dina stared at me before she grabbed the bottle from just when I was about to take another sip from it.

"Please stop drinking!" She groaned placing the bottle down next to her.

"I know you love him-"

"I do!" I sang laying my head down on her shoulder, yeah, I was definitely tipsy.

"So you need to fix it."

"How?" I slurred as my head shot up.

Dina giggled.

"Come on. Let's get you home first so you can rest and sober up." She said as she stood up.

"Come on!"

She held her hands out to me, I groaned placing my hands into hers. She helped me stand and tossed my arm over her shoulders leading me towards who knows where...
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I jumped out of bed and ran straight into the bathroom. I immediately sunk down at the toilet and vomited once again.

"Oh she's awake!" I heard Dina gasp.

I groaned as I laid my head down on the toilet seat, disgusting I know! But I was feeling way worse.

"That's what you get for drinking almost an entire bottle of wine by yourself." Dina said as she came into the bathroom.

"Here. A glass of water and an ibuprofen." She said putting it down on the countertop.

"Thank you." I voiced almost inaudible.

"And I made breakfast! So take a shower and then come eat okay?" She said.

I nodded.

She walked out and left me alone. I sighed when my attention fell down on my ring and immediately the memories from last night filled my mind again. I immediately started crying again, lately I've been crying so easily. I sat in my sadness for a good 10 minutes before I wiped my tears away and got up, I turned on the shower, brushed my teeth and then I drank the water with the ibuprofen before I stepped into the shower.
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