Benci!
Hatiku penuh kebencian!
Benci pada orang yang tak memegang perkataanya
Benci pada orang yang memaksakan ambisinya
Benci pada orang yang tidak memikirkan orang lain
Benci... benci pada diriku sendiri...
Kenapa...
kenapa aku tak bisa mengutarakan pendapat dan keinginanku
Benci, kenapa aku tak bisa seperti yang orang harapkan padaku
Tapi...
Aku sebenarnya tak ingin membenci siapapun...
Maaf... maafkan aku karena telah merasa benci
padanya,
padamu,
dan padaku sendiri ...
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Hate!
My heart full of hate!
Hate to people who are not holding on to their words
Hate to people who forced their ambition to others
Hate to people who don't think of others
Hate... hate to my self...
Why...
why I cannot say what's in my head
Hate, why I can't be as what people hope I should be
But...
I don't really want to hate anyone...
Sorry.. I am sorry for hating
hate them,
hate you,
and hate my self ...
Aulia S.
220199
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Journey To My Heart
PuisiMy old poems... Some originally written in my native language, Indonesian, then translated.