Dear Luke,
Remember when you apologized for kissing me two days later? You said it was a mistake and you weren't thinking. That hurt the most. You said that wasn't supposed to happen and that we were just best friends. That hurt even more. Oddly enough, I understood though. You had a girlfriend that you were in love with. She was great. She did everything for you and she liked me. She wasn't one of those jealous girlfriends that hated the best friend. Laney was great.
I forgave you. I didn't want to, though. I wanted to be mad at you. I wanted to be angry that we couldn't be together. I wanted to scream at you, telling you I wanted you. That was the day I realized I was in love with my best friend. I remember that day like it was yesterday.
I miss you, even when you hurt me.
Forever yours,
Cassandra
