Phobia

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Darkness

It was almost as if I was blind

I opened up my eyes but I could see nothing. It was pitch black all around me

This isn't real Lee Felix get a grip

But- but the pain it's not going away. It feels like a heated metal rod constantly being placed on my skin.

Breathing is getting harder and harder. The weight on my chest isn't letting me.

The dark void is eating me up slowly.

Hah... the void

It's the pitch black I can't even see my hands infront of my face

My limbs are getting weak, the pain... it's so fucking painful

I ran my hands through my hair gripping the strands tightly to stop myself from trembling

I felt a tear escaped from my eye

And another

One after one

It kept flowing

I sat down right where I was, I couldn't feel my legs anymore

"PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME." My voice echoed as I screamed as loud as I could

"ANYONE please-" The walls. I can't see them but they're closing in. The air felt heavier by the minute.

The crushing weight

I can't handle it

It's too much

"Stop fighting it join us." I looked up wiping my tears as I heard someone whispering

"Mom...? You- you're here?"

'Yes son we're here, come we can be together." I got up trying to follow the voice taking step by step not knowing where I was heading

"Mom? Dad? Help me." I felt a pair of hands grab mine. It's so cold. The hands kept pulling me deeper into the darkness.

"We're here for you, just stop trying to fight it. You can come back. To me, to your mother. We can be together again. Come." The voice kept urging me.

Phobia. Excessive uncontrollable fear of an object or a situation.

The whispering was getting louder.

I covered both of my ears. "SHUT UP. LEAVE ME ALONE."

The voice kept taunting me more.

But out of all the voices asking me to come with them I heard someone

Someone else

"Felix please wake up." This voice... it was familiar. Too familiar.

Who is he?

I know him. What's his name... I know it but I just can't seem to remember

"Felix I'm right here, right next to you I'm not going away."

"Please open you're eyes."

Him

Hyunjin

"Felix don't listen to him, come to us son." I took a deep breath in and calmed myself down ignoring the taunting voices.

I focused on his voice and his voice only. It was melodious, warm and loving.

The other voices were still there with me trying to pull me in

"I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP."

Hwang Hyunjin..

He was waiting for me. He didn't leave me like others.

I have to go to him

I have to stay alive, not for me but for him

Wake up Felix goddamn it













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