The City Of Fallen Stars | Hyunlix

Distance

Hyunjin woke up earlier than he expected to. He was still on the floor,  Felix wasn't awake yet given the episode he had last night. Hyunjin's heart started to throb when he remembered that he didn't run to Felix, that he didn't do anything when he was crying alone.

Hyunjin quickly hit the shower and tiptoed back into his room. He had work to do.

Wait the pin, the daisy. Where did he leave it? He was sure he had it pinned to his shirt collar yesterday...

Did I drop it somewhere? Oh no...

He went to many places and even walked in the market place. It could have fallen at any of those places. Hyunjin sat on his bed feeling dejected. That pin was the reason for him to hold on, to get reminded that he had responsibilities and people who loves him.

He walked to the living room starting the hopeless search.

"What are you looking for?" It was Felix, he must've heard Hyunjin rummaging around.

"The daisy, I can't find it."

"Oh."

They spent all morning looking for it inside the house. Felix didn't utter a single word about yesterday. Not a single question about it. It wasn't like Felix.

"This is not going to work. I'll never find it." Hyunjin plopped down on the couch and sighed.

"We can still try you know..." Felix said as he kept looking around.

"Forget it Felix, it's just a stupid badge. I over reacted. I'm leaving for work, see you soon." He got up and walked out of the apartment without even looking at Felix.

Its been three days.

Felix was always at the orphanage when Hyunjin was at home. He was trying to avoid Hyunjin. It was painful but for some reason maybe if was for the best so Hyunjin said nothing.

.

It's been three days and I'm avoiding him

Felix tried his best to stay away from Hyunjin. It was hard but he had to. He decided to steer away from Hyunjin the moment he called the daisy 'just a stupid badge'.

"Hyung why didn't Hyunjin hyung come here these days?" It was Jeongin.

"He's just busy with work I guess." Felix replied with a sigh. Yeah work, probably trying to hook up with his brother's girlfriend.

That day at the orphanage Felix saw him flirting shamelessly with Jisoo. He just went of without Hyunjin, he was aggrevated by the sight.

"Also Hyung you left your iScreen inside, you got a call." Jeongin ran up to him with it.

An unknown number.

"Hello? Who is this."

"Felix it's me." It was Hyunjin. "Can we talk for a while? I'm at our special place."

He was at the rooftop by the space tunnel.

"I'll be there." He patted Jeongin on his head and left. What was it that he wanted to talk about...

"Oh Felix that was fast." He turned around and looked at Felix as he climbed up the stairs. Felix decided not to tell him, he ran here.

"I just wanted to apologize to you for everything. Avoiding you wasn't right thing to do. It was a my mistake."

"Loving me was your mistake?" Felix couldn't hold it in anymore.

"Was loving me the mistake you made? All those little things you did for me and those moments you shared with me. Was it all one big mistake? I was happy Hyunjin. I was happy just by being with you. But you- you just don't find me enough don't you?" Felix sighed.

Tears came out, it was hard to stop.

"I trusted you with my life, I believed you but you never trusted me back. I loved you, you NEVER loved me back."

"Was I that easy to play with?"

Hyunjin was quiet. He just started at Felix with wide eyes.

"Hyunjin answer me-" Hyunjin walked towards Felix and kissed him. Felix was taken aback.

Hyunjin broke the kiss and nuzzle his head on Felix's shoulder embracing him. Felix couldn't speak. As much as he hated Hyunjin for the things he did, he loved him but it didn't mean that he wasn't confused.

"I just don't know what to do Felix. I'm confused with myself." Hyunjin was almost crying.

"Felix just believe in me one more time, I really don't want to loose you."

"Can you wait for me?" Hyunjun's words came into Felix's mind. he's going to ask you to wait for him and ditch you again. No he didn't believe it.

"Fine I'll give you time." Felix sighed.

Hyunjin lifted his head and smiled at him. "Let's go."

"Wait Felix isn't that your iScreen?" Hyunjin picked up the iScreen for him. Felix put it back into his back pocket.

"Must've fallen out." They started to walk towards the house.

"Oh doc told me to pick things up so I'll run there and be back home soon okay?"

"I have to go back to the orphanage too. See you soon then?"

Hyunjin smiled again. Something wasn't feeling right. Maybe its because Felix saw those two men at the marketplace.

He turned his back on Hyunjin who was walking away from him and walked back to the orphanage by himself.

Today was a weird day Felix thought to himself. He couldn't stop thinking about how Hyunjin's lips brought him comfort.

I just want to be with him forever. Is that too much to ask?

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