HIM and My WHYS [ PerthSaint ] Unedited

Chapter 3: What anger does

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I felt my face burning because of anger and embarrassment. That's WHY a lot of students are staring at me. That's WHY they're giggling while looking at their phones. They're JUST making fun of me.

I looked at Win and Mean who seems to be worried. Mean looked worried and a little bothered while Win looked worried and scared by my expression. I don't know how I looked for them to feel that way but right now I'm really angry. Really really angry. How could he even do that?!

With the rush of adrenaline in my veins I hurried my way out of classroom and searched for that one boy. I heard Win and Mean calling my name a lot of times but I just ignored them. I am so pissed right now I couldn't care less about the glares and stares the students outside are giving me, my goal right now is to find him and make him pay.

I stumped my way to the field to find him but he was no where to be found there. I made my way to the cafeteria but there was no sign of him too. I cursed myself for not taking my curiosity further yesterday and asked where his classroom was.

I am slowly losing hope of finding him and it's making me more pissed. I made my way to the field again, aren't they supposed to be practicing during these times like yesterday? Why aren't they here? Do they just practice at mondays? Argh! This is so frustrating!

I kicked the rocks on my way because I am so pissed. Maybe if I kicked more of it, I'll be less pissed. I was about to kick another one when I noticed a guy walking to the exit of the field. I immediately knew who it was.

He was walking while looking at his phone with a confused expression. I hurried and close the gap between us and pushed him to the wall besides him. I locked him with my elbow after. Even though he's taller and more stronger than me, he looked weak right now because of shock and I'm taking that as my advantage.

" How could you do that in front of many people?! " I yelled at his face which is now close to mine. My heart was beating fast, maybe because of anger.

I was lucky because there was no student in this area, just us two. I could feel his heart beating fast in my elbow, but he doesn't looked scared rather he looked at me with confused expression.

" I don't understand you. " He said to me. He looked calmer now but he didn't do anything to get out from our current position.

" That video. " I paused because I remembered what I watched earlier again. " Why the hell did you do that?! Do you intentionally wanted me to be a laughing stock of the school?! Well good news for you, your plan worked! Are you happy now?! " I yelled at him again. I am so frustrated right now.

He looked more confused. " I didn't want things to go this way, believe me Saint. I panicked because you were unconscious, I'm sorry that I didn't think and just carried you to the clinic. I'm really sorry Saint. " He said with pain written on his eyes.

I was lost of words. Is it because how I liked it when my name came out of his mouth or maybe because he made me realize how I fcked up right now. I think it's both.

The only reason I was so pissed because he carried me in a bridal style, I looked like a damsel in distress on his arms that time. People are laughing about it. I'm not used to attention what more being a laughing stock of the whole school. It's uncomfortable and who in the right mind would even like it?!

I looked at the boy in front of me who was wearing the same expression earlier. I totally messed up, it's not his fault in the first place. He even helped me and my ungrateful ass had the audacity to pushed him into a wall and let out all my anger to him. I should be the one apologizing, not him.