Feelings-Chapter 7

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by madiboo5

by madiboo5

AUTHORS NOTE: Sorry I didnt update last night! Had a lot of school stuff. Thanks for the almost 100 READS!!! YAAYAYAYAYAYSYAYAYA! I LOVE ALL OF YOU SOSOSOSOSOSOOOOOO MUCH!

-MADI'S POV-

"Looks great! Now let's try some shots over by that tree." It was Monday. The worst day of the week. It didn't help that I hadn't talk or seen Niall since that night at my flat. *It's not that big a deal, stop thinking about him." I told my self. I knew I had feelings for Niall but I was almost certain they weren't returned. *Then why did he promise me he would try to protect you? Why did his eyes sparkle every time he looked at you?* *They don't, and he was just being a good person like he is.* I couldn't sort out my thoughts. There seemed to be a on going battle in my mind trying to figure out exactly what was going on between me and Niall. I saw him everywhere I went. I heard his voice all the time. When I closed my eyes, I saw his big, beautiful blue eyes. Sometimes, I would even remember how his arms felt wrapped around my waist like they had been backstage of the concert. I would sleep on the couch at my flat just so I could remember the night I fell asleep in his arms. I could fall asleep like that forever; with Niall softly humming in my ear, his steady heart beat lulling me to sleep, and his strong arms curled around my body, keeping me warm. I definitely had feelings for him. *Stop thinking about him, it's work time.*

I finished the senior photograph session and headed to, of course, Arby's for lunch. As I pulled out of the drive-in, my phone started buzzing. "Not now, I'm driving." I said to the bouncing device. I sneaked a look down to see who it was. My stomach flipped and my heart swelled at the same time as I saw it was none other than Niall. *How did he get my number?* Then I remembered that Harry and Christie had been spending some time together. *Must've been her.* I didn't know whether to wait until I got home, or worry him even more by not answering. *He doesn't care.* I though to myself. *I'll just wait until I get home.*

-NIALL'S POV-

It kept ringing. And with every ring I got more and more worried.

"Hi this is Madi, sorry I can't come to the phone right now. I'm either driving or I just don't want to talk to you. Bye!". Voicemail. I chuckled a bit under my breath at the last part. *What if she didn't answer you because of that?*Suddenly it wasn't so funny. Why was she ignoring me? Had I said something? Maybe I was right, maybe she didn't like me. But how? She was always blushing and teasing me over little comments people made. She even teased me when I got caught almost kissing her. It wasn't going to be a real kiss, just one on the cheek. Oh how much I would love to feel her soft, warm lips on mine though.

Just the thought sent images through my mind. Walking together in the park, hand in hand. Madi teaching me about baseball at a local major league game. Me teaching her to play a new song on the guitar. Sitting with her under a tree by a creek. I've never felt like this before. I wanted her to be mine so badly. That night we spent laying on the sofa in her flat with her asleep in my arms was perfect. I knew it was only an accident, though I had intentionally tried to lull her to sleep. She was so pretty when she slept. She looked peaceful. I wanted to fall asleep every night and wake up every morning to that. *What are you DOING? You just met the girl! You can't have these kind of feelings for her. She's been ignoring you for Pete's sake!* I didn't care. I knew what I felt for Madi, and she needed to know.