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𝐮𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐚

Shroud my eyes,
Cover my ears too,
Handcuff me,
Don't let me speak too
Inject me with your anaesthetic love,
Won't you, love?
When I'd beg you,
With my voice
So feeble and brittle
I don't want to see the reality,
Let's feed on hallucinations,
Where our utopia still exists
Let me suffer,
Just love me a little in return
Kiss me with your addictive lips,
Till mine bleed
Hold me so close to you,
Your grip on me
So mean, so gentle,
So confining, so liberating,
All at the same time
My overwhelmed skin burns
I'd walk on iron nails
Through fire
Die a thousand deaths
And a thousand more
If you're the one who
Places flowers on my grave
I'd take all of this
With a blinding smile,
Just for your happiness
Coz yours is mine,
And I feel like I'm flying
I feel like
I'm in Utopia
When I'm with you

~𝖯𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗅

~~☾︎♡︎☽︎~~

Summary-
Idk lol. This time, I wanna hear your theories about this one. My poems are getting real dark lmao. I'll try to write smth happy next time.