Ptsd

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Undyne spears held me down
I felt flashes of relentless hunger pangs
two spears kept me from moving
i felt to hands hold me up
I saw her raise up a knife
pain, searing pain in my eye
I can't see,
can't-can't-can't
I feel my skull crack and blood pour down my face
Cold
Hungry
I'm scared
No more pain
Please

I woke up panting and gripping my pillow tightly. Looking around in a panic and clutching my skull as a headache began. I gasped and choked as tears came from my eyes. Why can't I forget. Why-why-why!
I angrily threw my pillow across the room. It knocked down the lamp beside me which caused a loud crash. I flinched at the loud sound and the reminder of what my skull sounded like when it shattered. I wrapped my frail bones around myself and tried to stop shaking. I pictured my brother coming home and what would happen if I had made a mess like this.
His fists raining down on my head and the feeling of being pulled and thrown. I was threw down the basement and locked there in the dark for days. He said he was sorry and that he forgot to let me out. The thought of forgetting me hurt worse than his beatings ever did. He really didn't care for me anymore. I sobbed and buried my head in the bed, gritting my teeth while I shook. How pathetic I was.
I barely noticed the lights being turned on or Dust speaking to me. All I noticed was the feeling of being picked up.
"D-don't- please- I'll be better" I choked out in fear not seeing anyone but my brother. Fear rose as I thought of being abandoned again.

Dust POV-
I heard a crash and a pained sob which made me raise upstairs to find out what was happening. I was a light sleeper after all. I opened the door and was met with a shaking, crying, Horror. Covering his crack and hold back screams. I picked him up and shouted for Nightmare. I raced downstairs with him in my arms. I heard him whisper "I'll be better" to me and my heart broke. I put him down on the couch just as Nightmare raced downstairs in a panic. "What's happening! What's going on?!"
That's when nightmare layed eyes on Horror and knelt down beside him on the couch. "Dust go get everybody! Horror needs our help"
That's all he had to say. I ran as fast as I could. I threw open all the doors with my exp. Killer jumped up and ready to attack running out of his room with Cross at his heals. Both with swords and knives drawn. "CROSS GET ME SOME COLD WASH CLOTHS" Nightmare yelled.
"Killer come help me get blankets!" Dust yelled.
Minutes later we were all downstairs. Cross put cold wash cloth on Horrors head. Killer pushed up Horror and put pillows around him. Dust lifted a blanket with his power over everyone present. Nightmare held it together best he could. Dust climbed behind Horror and held him to his chest. Whispering sweet nothings to him. Cross and Killer tried to reassure Horror and Nightmare watched worriedly pulling his boys together.

Horror POV-
I woke from my memory surrounded in a warm  hue, my whole family was there. Killer holding my arm protectively, Cross shushing me and drying my tears with a cold rag, Nightmares tentacles around us all. I looked up when I noticed hands around my waist. I locked eyes with a teary eyed Dust. He hugged me close when I wiped my eyes.
"I" My voice was hoarse, "love you"
Nightmare chuckled kindly and knocked his teeth on my forehead. "Thank you for taking me in" I choked up and turned to around in Dusts arms to face him. I was the smallest in the gang so it didn't even effect Dust when I turned. His legs rose on my sides and his heals met behind me. I was enclosed in his legs and he held me to his chest protectively.

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