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Insecurties While Dating tutor!Luke

Shoutout to this being the third part in my tutor!luke blurbs and feel free to request for any more in this part or even any other parts and the punk blurbs which I have done 4/4.

Okay so you and luke had been dating for about 3 months now and you're history grade had improved significantly, in fact you now had one of the top 3 grades in the class. You and Luke were also going really well. He still tutored you which more than likely turned into making out but who care. People had gotten used to do dating by now, and now one really made any actual comment about it even though you knew some people trashed your relationship behind your back. You were always the more dominant one in your relationship, more up for the pda than luke was, but he'd also surprise you and other People from time to time with surprised groping and make out session in public. You knew those mostly spring whenever he was upset and it'd be to your knowledge that he had overheard a few things people said about you two. One day he'd been really pissed off over hearing some guys talking about how he probably couldn't even turn you on in the boys locker room in gym, but being him he didn't confront them about it but more or less made a mental note about it for later. When he even revealed himself from the other side of the lockers they only even laughed in his face before heading off to the gym. He couldn't help but sigh as he made his way to the large mirror that was mounted on the wall of the locker room and self examine himself in every aspect. He noticed his muscles weren't as big as some of the other guys and even though he had been blessed with rather broad shoulders he made no justice of them and all his former insecurities about his weight and height came back to him and he promised himself that he would change bc he wanted to be happy with what he saw in the mirror and to make you proud to be with him. So the first step in his plan was to stop being then scaredy cat in your relationship so that same day after the bell rang signaling lunch while you were at your locker he came up behind you, locking his arms around your waist and whispered "hey baby" to which he followed up by trailing his lips from your jawline to your neck, watching guys and girls alike wide eyed in his peripheral vision. He also noted the shiver that ran down your spine before turning you around and pressing his lips to yours as his hands trailed down to cup your ass. With that you lost all perception of where you were at locking your arms around you boyfriends neck pulling him closer for a moment before realizing you were at school and with as many student in the hallway watching the show that soon some adult would come to check and you two would get in trouble so you pulled away breathless eyeing his now red face and lips and guiding his hands off your ass as you turned back to close your locker as a few hoots and hollers were heard and you said nothing. Luke got a little nervous at that as people slowly started to head off to lunch a few good jobs being passed his way as you continued shuffling around your locker until you two were left alone. Luke's until shyness came back as the last of the hallway had emptied and you closed your locker, him stuttering your name and an apology. When you turned to face him you had the biggest smile on your face as you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him down to press your lips to his for a much shorter and sweeter kiss. "Although that was a little much, that was extremely hot." And with that you two laughed and for the rest of the day luke had this smug grin on his face and even as he drove you home you noticed the prideful look in the otherwise shy boy and even though that was definitely out of his character you were not complaining. And after that day you noticed something different about luke. Whenever you two were in public he would try to be more dominant and you noticed that he began to work out a lot and all of those things were enough to worry you, as the boy you had fallen in love with was not really his self any more and it took the day that you came to his house and noticed he had been examining himself in the mirror upset and clearly frustrated, that it dawned on you. You walked in and he hadn't noticed you until he saw you in the mirrors reflection and heard his trim door lightly shut and lock that he blushed and stuttered out your name, and hurried to put on a shirt. "Baby don't do that," you sighed not really sure how you should address things. He tried to brush it off but you weren't going to let your boyfriend do this to himself. "Luke stop okay. Why are you doing this," you asked, staring him dead in the eyes even though he tried to avoid meeting your gaze. When he didn't answer you pulled him into the biggest hug you'd ever given anyone. And you hadn't noticed he was crying until he began to shake in your arms and your heart broke into a million pieces seeing the boy so vulnerable and your eyes welled up as well as you led him to his bed and you two sat, you holding his hands kissing his knuckles every few moments until he revealed all the bottled up insecurities he had and how dating someone as perfect as you had added to his desire to be perfect as well and it led to a huge heart to heart, you revealing your insecurities to him as well and how you would feel stupid compared to him and you two both revealed fees of losing one another and it was just a tearful revelation. "Listen to me Luke," you said getting up to straddle his waist and cup his face in your hands, making you two eye level. "I love you" you said pecking him lightly on the lips as your thumbs brushed a few tears away from his eyes while paying no mind to the ones in your own eyes. "I love you so much. I love your laugh, your smile, your brain, your heart, your body and fuck I just love you so much. And don't ever let anyone not even me convince you to change because you are so perfect the way you are baby. If you want to change do it for you and I need you to promise that that will be the only reason you change. To make you happy. And I know nothing about the future and o know that we're young but right now I am completely and utterly in love with you Luke Hemmings and it is truly an honor for you to even give me the chance to love you." you revealed. Neither of you had ever admitting to loving one another and at this point the reassurance you needed to admit that you loved him had sky rocketed and you only hoped that he saw the genuine nature behind your words. Your thoughts were cut off as you felt his lips press to yours, hands clinging to your back as he rest you back onto his bed, hovering above you. "Y/N ,Y/L/N. I love you too. I love baby" he said wiping the tears from your own eyes and leaving kisses all around your face now trailing his lips down your neck and back up to your ear. "Thank you. Can I make love to you now?" He asked now looking you in the eyes. The kiss you gave him was enough confirmation as he couldn't help the smile that spread on his face.

A/N: this is long as fuck its not even a blurb but oh well man