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You've Broken Up But Months Later Your In The Hospital part 2 (Ashton)

1 year later

"Um hi. God this is so hard and I honestly can’t believe I’m doing this" Ashton stops for a moment to collect his thoughts. "Okay. I’m Ashton and well (Y/N) was my ex girlfriend. Not ex as in shes gone, but ex as in things just didn’t work out between us. She was always my best friend and the one person I could always come to. Anyways (Y/N was such an amazing person. She was always so positive even when she had this god awful disease eating her alive." The boy bit his lip as the tears in his eyes welled up. You were really gone and it hurt worst than anything else in the world. You were once his world and even after your mutual breakup he never once stopped caring about you. Sure you two realized you didn’t love one another in that way anymore but you two always had love for one another. "I j-just can’t believe she’s really gone," he had to stop for a moment to try and get his breathing under control enough to finish. "I remember when I first found out she had cancer. I was out meeting fans and they asked about her. I checked up and saw a tweet she had stating she was taken time out to take care of herself and fight. I called her a s soon as I could and I was honestly surprised she answered. We hadn’t spoken for a few months before that. That night I stayed and talked to her and we cried together but she promised me she would be okay. As time went on things got worse. She tried so hard to fight this and in my eyes she will always be a winner. I may not have been her first love but I’m so thankful to have had the privilege to love her at all. (Y/N) was undoubtedly one of the most amazing people ever. She was sarcastic as hell-" he had to stop and made an attempt to chuckle, but the lump in his throat made it hard. "But so caring and talented and she made the most within a limited number of days. Even through her last days she never went a day without smiling. When-when I got the call saying she’d passed away I felt my heart stop. It felt like a dozen bulldozers had fallen on my chest and it was the worse feeling in the world. If I could have anything in the world, I’d want her back. She was a gift to the world, blessing every single person she met. I will never forget this girl. I love you (Y/N)" Ashton managed to choke out the last few words of your eulogy before earth shattering sobs racked his body.

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a/n: months later wow I hate myself. anyways heres just something because inspiration struck. this may be the only boy I do a part two of and im sorry but I hope you understand that I truly have zero inspiration so sorry if this is shitty. BUT I may write another version of ashton’s part /a happier one/ so let me know if I should. check out my other social media

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