5SOS Preferences

He Talks to Your Tombstone

***-his pov-***

A s h t o n: I come to a slow stop upon reaching your tombstone. Taking a deep breath I sit besides you. "hey baby. It's been a while since I've last visited you huh. Two months actually. Me and the boys have just been busy writing and touring and such. I really miss you you know that right?" I can't help but tear up as intubation my fingers over the stone. "It's almost been six months since I lost you. I'm just now getting back to a somewhat normal state." Letting the tears run free, I start singing one of your favorite songs. Always be my Baby, Mariah Carey. "Listen (Y/N) I have to go now alright. We have a show tonight and I can't be late. You'll always be my baby okay?" No response. "I love you, forever and always. I promise that I'll come visit you soon baby. Tonight and every other night I'm playing for you. Rest easy baby girl"

C a l u m: Looking down at your tombstone I can't help but cry and I've not been here a second. "Hey (Y/N)," my voice cracks. I glance around to see fresh flowers seeing that its only been a week since your burial. "I-I don't know what to say really" clearing my voice I take a place in front of the stone. "It's only been a week without you and I'm losing my mind. How the hell am I gonna survive the rest of my life without you." Crying out I can't help but tug at my hair. "I know you're here in my heart but that's not the same baby. I miss your touch, your laugh your face your sarcasm. You're everything" at this point I'm completely sobbing why did you have to go and leave me. Why can't my baby come back to me.

L u k e: "And then Michael slipped and took me down with him" I lightly laugh. "It was hilarious baby I wish you could've seen it" Biting down on my lip I look at the beautiful font of your tomb stone. Running my fingers over the engraved marble I don't even recognize the sound coming out of my mouth. "God baby why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave me? You fucking promised me (Y/N)." A this point I can't help but yell and tug on my hair. "You promised my you'd never leave me. You promised me. You broke your promise. Why." I whispered the last part, completely breaking down for the first time since your death six months ago. I'd always convinced myself you were alive and that every night you'd walk through the door or I'd get a phone call. But nothing and I can't bear it.

M i c h a e l: "Hey (Y/N) I slightly smile down as a few tears make their way down my cheeks. Today's the second year anniversary of your death. "Long time no talk right cupcake" I can't help but chuckle at the nickname you use to hate. "I know ouve been watching over me these past two years and I'm so grateful." Wiping the tears from my face I place your favorite flowers down and take a deep breath. "So baby I met a girl a few moths ago. She's nice and all, but nothing compared to you. I know you wouldn't want me to stay single forever so I was thinking about giving her a chance huh? She helped me cope with losing you and I'm incredibly thankful" I don't even bother wiping the tears that continue to fall. "You are my first and eternal love, and we'll be together again one day I promise cupcake." As the sun peaks out from behind the clouds I can't help but smile knowing you're my guardian angel.

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