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Punk Boys and Not So Punk Girls Part 2 (Luke)

When Luke finally realized what had just happened and how much of a dick he was he couldn't help but punch the lockers next to him muttering "fuck" once he felt the searing pain that followed. He couldn't believe you just admitted your feelings and it pissed him off that he made you feel like you weren't enough to him and it pissed him off even more that he let you walk away from him without even saying anything. He made his way to the nurse, who recommended he go to the hospital and get an X-ray, and he promised he'd do that after school, right after he could talk to you in last period. You had his mind completely occupied until last period finally rolled around and he had this class with you. He even got there early, surprising the teacher in hopes he could catch you before class started but his hopes went down as you never showed up. After school he waited by your locker for a good 30 minutes and with each passing minute he became more and more frustrated and temporarily forgot about his hand until he went to hit the wall again bc god why did he have to be such an idiot. Two days later you had been avoiding Luke since Tuesday and decided to try and move on since he couldn't give a damn about you. You had only gotten a glimpses at him in class but ignored him. Today you were talking to one of your classmates. He was kinda cute if you do say so yourself, seemed like a nice guy and is even walkin you to lunch. As you're laughing at something the guy says you feel someone a grip your arm, push you against the wall and press their forceful lips onto yours. You're in complete shock bc what the fuck who is this and while your not kissing back you hear the guy mumble against your lips "Kiss me back damnit," and with that you suddenly realize its Luke and can't help but relax into his touch and kiss back forgetting about what's his name from two minutes ago. You feel one of Luke's hands proceed to cup your cheek and the other trails down to your waist pulling your body closer to his. You realize what's going on and what happened a few days ago and break the kiss, Luke then trailing his lips down to your neck. "L-Luke stop. Please," you pant out in between heavy breaths and move your hands up to lightly push his chest away from you. He looks at you concern, nervousness, and an another emotion you can't quite pinpoint in his eyes. "What's wrong babe" and with that you snap an completely push him away from you and start ranting. "Are you being fucking serious right now. What's wrong? What's wrong is that first you practically made me feel like shit only wanting me for your dick, then I tell you how I feel about you saying I almost love you and then you come and pull this shit when I'm trying to get over you. Really Lucas really." You tell him growing more and more angry by the moment and a small crowd starts crowing around, and Luke's speechless, not able to put his thoughts into words. "And now you still don't have shit to say huh? What was your motive behind this stunt you just pulled! Was it to get me to have sex with you again or did you just want your dick sucked, because honestly if that will get you to leave me the hell alone for good, then wish granted. Why do you think just because you give this badass vibe off you can keep doing this to me. Why do you keep making me feel like this for fucks sake! You know what Luke just leave me alone okay. You clearly don't give a shit about me so just leave me alone. Please," you whispered the last word, turning walk away but Luke grabs your wrist to prevent you. He then proceeds to drag you away from the crowd muttering for them to get the hell out of his way. At this point he was angry, no furious at how this all turned out. He takes you outside and for the first time he notices how tired you really look and he notices the ears tears in the back of your eyes ready to come out and his heart breaks. He pulls you into a tight hug. "I am so fucking sorry (Y/N). So sorry," he mutters swaying you both back and forth. He pulls back and looks you dead in the eyes and cups your face in his hands. "I just can't keep doing this Luke. I really can't. I can't even be your friend anymore," you mutter reaching up to remove his hands. Instead he just grips yours, lacing his fingers with yours and placing his lips on yours. This kiss is nothing like your previous ones have been. It's not rushed, it's passionate, it's desperate and full of emotion an you can't help but want to kiss back, and for a moment you do before pulling back. "Luke please stop doing this to me okay. I have to go" and for the first time since this whole thing started you heard his full voice. "No. I'm not letting you walk away from me again. Can't you see I are about you so so much. You mean too much to me for me to just let this go. You've been my friend for years. You've been one of the only people on this earth to have seen me cry. You've seen me at my absolute worse and my absolute best. Through everything you've stuck by me. You see the real me and don't judge me for anything. Not the tattoos, the piercing, the partying, the fucking around, non of that. You see me for me and somehow throughout the way I've fallen of you so hard, head first. And it hurts so much that you think I don't care about you because, you are one of the only people I care about. I'd give my life up for you okay. He tells you without missing a best and your heart physically hurts from his words. "Then what about the other day, and even today huh Luke. Since you claim you care about me so much what was the shit you said the other day. And even all before that when you would brag about your latest fucks huh? You don't understand how much that makes me feel like complete shit. And then you proceed to want another meaningless fuck with me," you retort looking him straight in the eyes.

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