Song: Foolin' Around by Usher
A s h t o n "So let me start this by saying that the way I feel for you has never once changed"
You and Ashton just sit in a dead silence, as he's driving you home from the party you've both left early from. You're staring out the window but can feel his eyes on you every few minutes. "How did things get like this" you mumble to yourself as your surroundings get more and more familiar. "I don't even know." You didn't even realize Ashton was talking until he rests his hand on your knee. Sighing, you remove his hand just as he pulls up in front of your building. "(Y/N), let me start this by saying the way I feel about you has never once changed. I know I've been the biggest dick in the world, and I know you think I don't love you anymore, but that's the furthest thing from the truth." You start talk but he cuts you off. "No, I need to say this please, just let me finish. I know it looked like was flirting with her and I'm not about to sit up here and lie to you. I was flirting with her. And I know I haven't been boyfriend of the year but a few things are true. Never ever have I once cheated on you. Nor have I ever texted a girl anything sexual. And lastly, I do love you, despite what you think." After his little speech you two just sit in his car for a few minutes, completely silent. You finally decide to speak up, your voice barely above a whisper. "Can you stay the night. Please Ashton, I just want to sleep and we can talk about this in the morning." He doesn't respond, instead giving you a light kiss on your temple before pulling up into a parking spot.
C a l u m: "It's killin me girl that you have to live with this" -his POV-
God it hurts watching her like this, and it honestly kills me to see her like this. What's even worse is that I'm the reason she's like this and I can't even be there to comfort her. "Baby- (Y/N) just please" I plead, my voice cracking slightly, but I couldn't care less. "Just listen to me. I'm here no one else matters okay. Fuck them!" Lately she's been getting more hate than ever, and rumors of me cheating with photo shopped pictures are everywhere. Not to mention the stress she faces from her own life, without my drama being brought into things. And her I am, on the other side of the world while my fiancé is left alone crying her heart out. "Baby listen- don't say that okay. It is worth it. You're worth it. We're worth it okay. Please don't give up on us, I know it's hard but I love you so damn much okay. My heart breaks even more than I thought humanly possible when I hear her say she doesn't know it she can keep doing this.At this point I can't help but cry with her. Watching her break down like this and I'm 1000's of miles away kills me. I would honestly give anything to be with her right now. After a few minutes I hear her voice shakily from the other side of the computer screen. "Cal?" "Yes baby?" I reply wiping my eyes. "I love you." "I love you too (Y/N)" more than you'll ever know I think to myself.
L u k e: "Said I just don't understand why you wanna be with this kind of man" -his pov-
(Y/N) (Y/L/N) where do I start with this girl? As I look down at her sleeping figure I can't help but wonder why she even chooses to be with me. After all the shit I put her through before we got together, and even at the start of our relationship, she still chose to stick it out with me. I can't believe it, not at all. I don't understand it not a single bit. I was complete dick to her for the longest, and when I first found out she liked me the, the things I did to her I still can't forgive myself. I don't understand after all the heartache I caused her back when I "hated", why she still chose to give me a chance when I finally confessed my true feelings. I still remember that day vividly. About a week before I had found out she had a big crush on me. In that week I became extra nice to her and even asked her out. I thought it was a good idea to play hard to get and made the damn near biggest mistake of my life. While we were out I'd excused myself from her to flirt with another girl not two feet away, and hell it got even worse as I chose to even kiss her right in front of (Y/N). When I pulled away I'd looked back to see that she was gone. In that moment I realized what I had actually done and ran off to find (Y/N). I can never forget the ache in my chest I'd felt when I saw her crying in the parking lot. At that moment I realized I was in love with this girl and it hurt to see her like that. After I confessed she made me work. I spent weeks and weeks proving I was so serious about how I felt for her, and I'm so glad I did.
M I c h a e l: "Why would you love a fool with all the things I do"
You giggle as you feel Michael's hair tickle your neck. You two are laying around on his bed all cuddled up. You glance at the clock next to you to see the time read 3:00am. He couldn't sleep and neither could you. So now you two just lay in the darkness the only light coming in from the night sky through you guys window. You can't help it but to smile as he presses another gentle kiss on your collar bone. Reaching your hands to his hair, you run your fingers through them as he starts humming the familiar tune of Ushers "Foolin' Around." Although, the song had no personal meaning to you it was one of your favorite songs and Michael knew that. You close his eyes listening to his humming before he sings out the next line. "Why would you love a fool, with all the things I do?" You open your eyes and shift slightly to look at him. "Im serious (Y/N), why would you love a fool like me?" Even though it's dark you are able to make out his face and look into his eyes. "I don't care about what you've done in your past okay. I love you. The Michael you are now has my heart completely. You are so amazing, and kind hearted, and funny and, absolutely beautiful Mike. I know you don't see it all the time but you are so special to me and millions of other people. I love you for you, is what I'm trying to say." You say, catching his eyes while speaking out of complete sincerity.He brings his lips to yours in the most passionate and breathtaking kiss you've two have ever shared. He wraps his arms around your waste pulling you on top of him before breaking the kiss. "I love you so so so much" He says pecking your lips after each word.
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Okay so I don't know I kinda like this one and in love with this song ya know (Im sorry Luke's is complete shit though :-( ) anywho feel free to request
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