5SOS Preferences

You've Broken Up but Months Later Youre in the Hospital

A s h t o n: We were outside meeting and talking to a few fans before things got too crazy. "Aw thank you sweetheart" I smiled as she handed me the gift. "It's no problem Ashton." Turning to another girl I heard a group of girls whispering and (Y/N)'s name come up. "Hey Ashton do you mind asking (Y/N) to keep us updated on how she's doing. I mean if you two still talk. I'm sorry I shouldn't have asked this I'm sorry" the girl rambled and I gave her a smile. Sure (Y/N) hadn't ended on the best note but there's no bad blood between us. "It's fine there's no bad blood between us. What do you guys mean though" I questioned curious as to what they meant by keeping them updated. One of the girls handed me her phone and it was opened to a twitlonger (Y/N) had written.

"@Y/T/N: Hi to everyone who always tweets me. I see you guys and Im really thankful for all the nice things you guys say but anyways I'm saying this because twitter is honestly my everything and even like a diary. I just wanted to let you guys know why I may not be online anymore :-(. A few months ago I began getting really sick, and after a while I was foreced to go to the hospital. I began getting all these different kinds of tests and it was revealed that had cancer. I kept this a secret for these past two months because I didn't want to believe it was real. But I'm done pretending. I'm letting anyone reading this know because I'm finally ready to accept this. I've flown out to a hospital specialized in my form of cancer and treatments are about to get rough. So if I'm not online is not because I don't love the Internet but merely because I'm focusing on me and my health. I'm gonna fight and I will do everything in my power to beat cancers ass. So until next time. Byeeeee, love (Y/N)"

"Oh my God" was all I can say. I can't believe the girl I was once in love with is dealing with something so harsh. "Ashton are you okay?" One of the girls snap me out of my thoughts. "Umm yeah. I'm gonna go call her up or something I'm sorry," I say rushing off. When I get by myself I decide to send her a tweet and showing my support "I believe in you okay, you got this. Now show cancers who's boss. Il'l call you @Y/T/N" after pressing tweet I scroll my contacts relived to see her number is still in my phone. Taking a deep breath I dial hoping she still has the same number. It rings two times before someone picks up. "Ashton?" She asks confused. What do I even say shit. "Um yeah it's me (Y/N). Listen I saw your twitlonger and I just tweeted you but I needed to call you. Listen okay you got this I promise. I know you and I know you're stubborn and most importantly a fighter. So what I need you to do for me, for you, for your friends and for your family is fucking fight. We need you to fight and we need you to win. I believe in you and I-I just, you just can't leave us all like this (Y/N) I say my voice cracking near the end of my speech as my eyes cloud over. The line is silent for a moment before I hear someone sniffle and take a deep breath. "Thank you so much for your support. It means the world and I promise I will fight with every once of my being. If i go, I'm not going without a fight. That I promise." After that I can hear her break down in the other end of the phone and I continue to cry with her. I sit on the ground and non of us speak for a few minutes before (Y/N) finally speaks up. "I'm scared Ashton. This is the firs time I've actually cried over this and for the firs time it just feels so real and I'm terrified. What if I can't do this." Wiping my tear I respond "No you don't say that okay. I believe in you and you got so much support behind you from everyone. I need you to believe in yourself." I calm her down for a few more minutes before asking "Where are you. I have a week break next week and I want to be there for you" I smile once she tells me where. After that she changes the subject. "So it's been a while, hows the rock star life been treating you?"

C a l u m: It's the middle of the night when I feel my phone buzzing next to me on my bunk. What the hell. I groan and answer the phone without even looking at the caller id. "Hello" I mumble out yawning. "Calum. Listen, are you awake" I'm suddenly wide awake hearing the urgent and scared tone of my sisters voice. "Mali what's wrong is it mom. What happened" I ask. "It's not mom Cal, it's (Y/N). We were driving and somehow out of no where this big car came and it hit us and (Y/N) got the worst of the deal." She says and I can hear the scared tone. I quickly slip out of my bunk and speak into the phone quickly. "Okay where are you guys. Are you okay are you hurt, how's she doing. Is she woke let me talk to her." This is my sister and my ex girlfriend here and what the hell how could this had happened. I'm pacing back an forth waiting for her to respond. "I'm okay I promise just a few bruises and my leg is in a cast but I don't know about her calum. They rushed her down to the operating room. It was a drunk driver and he just came out of no where and I'm scared calum" my heart breaks hearing my sisters scared voice and from the news of (Y/N). We had broken up a while ago but since she was still friends with Mali I saw her from time to time. "Do you know anything about her" I practically beg for her to tell me. "All I know is that she had lost a lot of blood and everyone was screaming and I don't know what to do and mums not here and she's one of my best friends and I was driving the car and I-" I cut her off. "It's not your fault okay. It's that bastard who chose to fucking drive drunk. People are so stupid who makes thy fucking mistake and now it could cost the life of someone I care about. If I see him I swear I'm going to-" she cuts me off as I'm pacing back and forth getting angrier by the second. Mali tells me where they are and after she hangs up I can't help but bring my hand up I punch the wall in anger. "Shit" I whisper my hand starting to hurt. I rush to the back of the bus and grab my suitcase and then I start packing a few clothes. All the noise must've woke someone up because when I turn around I see Luke behind me rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. "Calum what the hell mate. It's 3 am why are you up making all this noise. By this point the anger is gone and has been replaced with sadness. "(Y/N) and Mali got in an accident. They're in the hospital" I say the words leaving a bitter taste in my mouth. Suddenly Luke is wide awake and I don't even notice I've started swaying until Luke catches me and stops me from bottom the ground. "I had to go Luke. She needs me" I mumble the tears starting to pool in my eyes. "Okay man. You'll be there tomorrow I promise"