Chapter 17 - Sticks and Stones may break my bones, but words still hurt.

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I woke up and Luciano was gone.

I sighed and got ready, today we were going to actually learn something in school.

Surprising.

I heard the door creak open and there stood Luciano, "You look awkward, you okay?" I chuckled.

"Ok- uhm- so I never really- I never-" I laughed at his stuttering as he cleared his throat.

"I never properly asked you to be mine." He smiled.

"So, Valentina Mariá, will you be mine?" He asked hopeful.

"No."

He furrowed his eyebrows.

"Yes fuck head" I laughed.

He lightly chuckled and put a necklace around my neck, "We have matching ones, I have a lock And you have a key, because you have the key to my heart." He told me blushing.

"That was the cheesiest thing you've ever said" I wheezed.

I lightly kissed him before going to lunch with the class.

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I got these amazing fries and a sandwich, I was finally exited to eat, I hadn't been eating the best lately.

I was just about to bite into my fries when a familiar guy came over, I knew him from somewhere but I'm not sure where.

Oh! Camp! We were best buddy's there, it was really fun.

"Val are you really going to eat that? I mean you're already chubby. I don't think that's going to help." Him and his friends started laughing.

My heart dropped and so did my smile.

"No, I was um never going to actually eat it. I thought maybe if anyone came they would want it." I mumbled pushing it away from me.

They all walked off.

Luciano was getting his food and not soon after he came to the table smiling.

My whole mood was ruined because I hadn't eaten and I still looked chubby, apparently.

"You not eating?" Luciano asked shoving fries into his mouth.

"No, I'm just not hungry." I tried to say as happy as possible.

Before Luciano asked anything else the boys that said I looked chubby came back over and grabbed my meal, dumping it on me.

I shoved the fries off of my head and got up and left.

I wasn't going to stay there if that was happening, and I didn't feel like fighting or arguing right now.

Instead of going to the hotel room I walked to a near by side beach type thing, no one ever went there.

I looked at my belly and thoughts started to flood my mind.

Why can't I be skinny?
I don't even understand why I have friends.
I don't deserve to have them.
Maybe I shouldn't eat.
I shouldn't really, since I'm so fucking fat.
I'm chubby enough someone came up to me and pointed it out.

I started to tear up from all the thoughts running through my mind.

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His POV*

I went to get my food as Val sat down with her meal, she looked really exited to eat it which made me happy since she hadn't been eating that much.

I went over to the table after getting my food, which I was starving from swimming yesterday.

"You not eating?" I asked shoving my fries into my mouth.

"No, I'm just not hungry" she said happily.

As long as she's okay I guess.

Play : masquerade (idk the name of the person but you'll get it if u search it up :) )

I continued to eat about to ask if she wanted some of my food before some guys came over, I expected them to flirt with her which I would have to tell them to stfu.

But instead they poured her meal on her.

She looked completely fine with it, they all laughed like idiots while she walked out of the lunch room.

I glared at them, "What you got a problem? It's not our fault she's over weight and doesn't need anything else to eat, we're helping." He still laughed.

"What the fuck is your problem?" I spat at them standing up.

I basically hovered over them since they were like 5'3 and I was 5'11 or 6'0 I can't remember.

"Her. I told you man."

"Why?" I asked with an unamused face

"The bitch is fat and wouldn't make out with me at camp. She said something like 'I'm not allowed to kiss people, my dad doesn't like it.' I kissed her anyway, she called me a bitch and left. I didn't see her after that, she didn't come to school for a few days either" he grunted.

"Oh I see, you can't get girls. I will break your neck if you ever step 2 feet near her with bad intentions ever again." I shoved him out of the way and went to go find her.

I went to the hotel room, I went to the beach, I went to the play area.

No where.

She really liked the beach that one time so I walked along there finally spotting her getting ready to swim.

She took of her shirt and her pants and had her bathing suit underneath.

I watched as she examined her own body, clearly not liking it.

The funny thing is, is that she's actually really skinny. She was touching skin on herself, thinking it was fat.

I wanted to see how she would act not knowing I was there.

She walked into the water and went under.

I was wearing my swim suit too since we were supposed to swim today.

I snuck behind her and hugged her.

Out of reflex she punched me, "shit sorry."

"It's fine" I laughed out.

"You're really pretty you know, that guy was mad you didn't make out with him at camp." I whispered into her ear.

"THAT GUY! Ugh. He was so annoying at times, I mean I think that's the whole reason he was friends with me, so I would make out with him. My dad didn't like it when he found out" she scoffed.

"Why didn't you come to school for a few days after that?" I mumbled to her.

"I was in the cell."

I stayed quiet for a little bit.

"Let's do something fun, what do you think darling?" I picked her up so she was on my shoulders, earning a heart warming laugh.

"What do you wanna do?" She asked leaning her face in front of mine.

"I want to show you how perfect your body is, and that I'm not embarrassed of it." I smiled widely and I kissed her lightly.

I walked out of the water and onto the beach, we both dried off and she was getting up to leave, "what did you mean by that?" She turned her head towards me.

"Come here." I told her making her walk towards me.

"Sit on my lap." She placed herself on me and I leaned backwards so that she was straddling me.

I held her waist as she looked at me confused.

"Now grind on me" I smiled at the thought.

Her eyes barely lit up, as she put her hands on my chest and started to grind.

I slightly groaned and let her continue.

I was growing more and more eager for her to touch me.

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