Us Forever

chapter 33 - Us Forever love,

Sensitive material coming up:
Blood mention,
Violence
Abuse

I was laying with her on top of me, as we were making out.

she started to slowly grind on me as her hands were on my chest, mine on her waist.

we kissed over and over, i didnt want to let go.

she was my everything.

i lived for her.

and the only place i felt as though she was mine,

was on my lips.

and thats where she was.

i had been waiting for this to happen, for two weeks. I was desperate to touch her again.

I hadnt touched anyone else during the break, like my dream said.

how could i? All i would think of was her, how was i supposed to have sex with anyone else? Exactly.

i started to move her hips up and down me more than she was doing on her own.

I didnt exactly want to have sex with her, i just wanted to hold her while i proved to myslef that she belongs with me and not anyone else. Of course i still had a boner, i mean the love of my life is grinding on me for fucks sake.

I hadnt ever made out with someone, it was always just sex. But by the way she was moaning in my mouth every so often i would say I was doing okay.

She moaned another time and this time i groaned in response.

thats when she pulled away.

was i not supposed to groan? maybe that was too far, why did i do that, now she feels uncomfortable. great job Luciano you ruined that one.

She stared into my eyes for a few seconds before toppling on top of me, hugging me.

i was still holding onto her waist. but instead of kissing, she was hugging me.

we were cuddling.

i had never done this before.

it was nice.

her warm vanilla sent just spilled all over me, consuming me.

i didnt mind.

after a while she spoke up, "I want to be with you, but i dont want this to end. But whenever youre with someone, it does end. And you cant do anything about it." she was still hugging me while being on top of me.

"mhm, but that stands for other people. Not us." i said and i moved my hands from her waist to her back, slightly rubbing it.

"Luciano, its going to end, and im dreading it."

"It'll be us forever love." i said as i moved her head to look at me.

she smiled at me before laying her head back down, she used one hand to hold the back of my neck and the other to play with my hair.

"oh, I have another ball tomorrow, wanna be my plus one?"

"of course i do" she smiled.

"great" we both fell asleep.

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"Don't you get it Valentina??" He sighed, "No one fucking wants you. No. One."

I felt my tears grow as they fell, "Please stop" I begged.

"No! you may as well commit suicide or at least change your fucking identity. Because babe, this isn't fucking who you want to be." He spat into my face.