Zadr Oneshots

I Was Never Good Enough, Was I?

Dib's life wasn't always optimistic with blossoms. His father, her sister, and basically everyone else hates him. However, the most heart-breaking thing to Dib really dug to his grave...

Warning- Mentions of low self-esteem and self-hate, and broken heart syndrome in this topic. So, to those that are sensitive to it, don't read.

Dib POV

'Damn it, shaking hands. I really need to stop doing that...' I thought, hearing my sister and Father arguing.

That had been going on for some time, something about grades or something. I didn't paid attention to it; at least that's what they think.

In reality, I had to listen to their shouts, constantly pushed back whenever I tried to intervene.

My father thinks that I'm a burden for sticking up. Gaz, on the other hand, believes that I'm 'noisy.'

However, there was nothing I could do to stop it.

I usually lock myself in my room to try not to hear their shouts, but sometimes they won't stop.

Eventually, I had enough and decided to descend out through the window.

Once I landed safely, I took one last look before leaving.

'I can't take this anymore...' I thought.

'I don't want anything to happen to them, but all I do is make things worse. I'm really a screw-up, huh?'

Ultimately, I find myself at my boyfriend's place, Zim.

Ever since his tallest banished him, Zim decided that Earth wasn't good enough to conquer. So, we became friends and then surprisingly boyfriends. Or 'mates,' as Zim happily established.

I laugh at that memory before knocking.

I would have to wait until Zim opened the door, and I was right.

Zim opened the door and looked annoyed.

"What do you want?" He asks harshly.

I winced and asked him if I could stay for a bit.

Rather than answering, he slammed the door, shocking me.

"What's going on?" I ask before walking away.

My mind was telling me that something was wrong, and I wanted to know what it was.

I climbed up and opened the laptop that I used to spy on Zim.

It took a while since I slowly started trusting Zim over time, being together for two years, and I thought things were well. Or so I thought...

It showed Zim and his discussion with... his Tallest?

"Who was that?" The purple one asks while eating his donut.

"Just a stupid human, my Tallest," Zim replied.

'W-What...?' I thought, shocked to hear that.

"Was that your human, Zim?" The red one asks, narrowing his eyes.

Zim rolled his eyes and replied," I don't have a human as a mate, my Tallest. I'm just merely using him for my benefit."

He pauses before continuing," Even if that were true, I would kill him after feeling satisfied. I never would love him."

"Good, good, keep up the good work," They said before cutting off.

I shut my laptop and began to shake.