Dominating photographer 18+ ( Erotic Story )

Chapter 13

The next morning was hard for me. I woked up gasping for the air. My body was drenched with sweat, my heart beating so fast on irregular speed. The same words haunting me in my dreams for years , disturbing my sleep most of the nights.

The counseling session Anna forced me to attend was helpful for some time but not always. I am living with this for so long that it's feel like a part of my life . It's not traumatizing like before and it's not scared me much anymore but I still had problems with some things.

His words ringing in my mind like he is just whispering in my ear. I become scared that is he really here around me. I have to remind myself again and again that he can't hurt me he can't touch me he is miles away from me.

My ex he never harm me physically, he break me emotionally for years. His acidic words tore my heart and my hope totally. But I never leaved him but his one slap on my left cheek ring the bell in my head that I can't fucking live with this shitface anymore. I was naive and lonely then and I had just him in my life so , I was afraid to loose him too. I just tolerate it all for the sake of my fear of loneliness and that my weakness is his number one power.

He used it well for his psychotic needs . I was so depressed after my parents death that I just want someone with me and I doesn't realize I was counting on psycho .

He tried to make me feel guilty for the things I never did. He tried to get in my nerves and make me like himself. He use my emotions over me. He tried to make me accept the fault I never did. And as the day spented I find myself dipper into the lake of lies.

It's takes me years to come out from that death zone and after the fresh start with the help of my life saviour Anna , I am here safe and better than before.

She was always with me but at that time when this shit happend with me ,Anna was in NYC and whatever time I talked with Anna I don't have words to tell her whats actually happening and honestly I didn't have much ideas of the situation I was in.

Its all revealed when one day on Christmas vacation Anna came to surprise visit me and found me in the dark black room sitting on the floor depressed and in very bad condition. She immediately went to help me with every possible way as well as Anna parents.

She brought me with her in New York and helped me to find myself again. She is the true angel in my dark world my best friend , my sister, my only family.

I make my way to the bathroom with shaky legs and wash my face with cool water to calm myself down. I stand there for few minutes observing myself in mirror. I changed so much in this 4 year the days are not easy for me. They were very challenging and difficult but I overcame from all.

I am not naive anymore , I am not sorrowing on anything now , I am not depressed or sad I am still not good but I am fine now. With the help of the breathing technique my shrink told me I calm myself down.

After taking a long hot shower I get ready myself few minutes ago , so I planned to get a something light and a coffee from the cafe on my way to work.

I wear a black ripped jeans with blush pink lace top and completed my look with high black boots.

After 5 minute ride to " about coffee cafe " near " boudoir photography " office building . I brought fresh chocolate muffin and eat it there and brought way to go coffee too .

I parked my car in the parking lot and make my way up to elevator. I was so busy in sipping my coffee that I didn't noticed I have a company of someone else with me. I throw my empty cup in the dustbin.

I suddenly become aware of the another person presence in this match box size space when we both click the same floor button on the number pad. And our finger touched. I removed my hand Immideatly after the cushock feeling passed me from his touch .