Forelsket, Choi Yeonjun

breaking up

"told you i was jealous,
you told me i was petty.
told me she wasn't a threat to us,
but, love, now, where are we?
you said three words that fixed me,
then said three words that broke me"

i love you

let's break up

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Dear Xavion,

How are you now? It's been approximately 8 hours since we.. broke up.

I still can't process it inside me.

I can't process the whole situation.

what the hell happened to us?

what the hell happened to your promises?

I thought you said that we'll be together for our whole lifetime?

I thought that you'll forever be my home?

You didn't cheat, but why do i feel like you did?

Did you?

But, Xav. Why do you need to do this to me?

You freaking changed my whole life, painted it with colors, picked my broken pieces up, then one day, everything changed again, you let me go and let me break into a million pieces⎯

⎯ and with just a blink of an eye, my whole world turned monotone again.

You fixed me, only just to let go and break me again.

I love you, Xav. But i don't want to.

- Hurting, Celestia.
✧ 10-10-2020