Forelsket, Choi Yeonjun

i miss you, i love you

"why'd you have to leave,
on the time i need you the most?
why'd you have to be,
the person that can heal me the most?
please come back,
i'll give you another chance
i miss you, i love you,
and i hope you know that."

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Dear Xavion,

I was playing songs on my playlist when "I need you more today" by Caleb Santos played.

The song reminds me of you.

Well, almost all songs that i listen to reminds me of you.

I hate it, but i can't stop it.

It's how you used to say
I love you and I miss you
It's how you pretend to love me then
When you wandered off the things we've done before
Now it's too late to turn back anymore

I used to say I love you
I used to say I miss you
And now it's all gone
Are we fading away

Are you coming back into my arms
To love me again
I love you I miss you
I need you now
More than ever
More than words can say

I love you and I miss you
I need you more today
It's how you used to say
I love you and I miss you

It's how you pretend to love me then
That kept me thinkin' off the things we've done before
Now is it too late to turn back anymore

I used to say I love you
I used to say I miss you
And now it's all gone
Are we fading away

Are you coming back into my arms
To love me again
I love you I miss you
I need you now
More than ever
More than words can say

I love you and I miss you
You're all I ever wanted
And all I ever needed
Even if you pretend
Please love me again

I may sound desperate, or I am desperate, but i want you back, Xav.

You're the only one that makes me ecstatic.

You're the only one that made me feel countless things.

I miss you, and i still love you, Xav.

Hurting, Celestia.
✧ December 02, 2020

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slow updates from now on,
i will update whenever i can.
i'm just busy with school.
thank you!