Forelsket, Choi Yeonjun

realizations

"looked up at the stars,
and connected it's constellations
looked at the moon,
and wished upon it's light
i was thinking while doing this,
and realized many different things"

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Dear Xavion,

Your actions makes me confused. You're now acting as if we're back together again. You're as caring and loving as before, we're as sweet and close as we were before. But what are we again?

I was staring at the moon and stars earlier and thought that maybe you were also looking at them at that time.

I asked myself, "Is Xav also thinking of me right now?", "Are Xav's actions real?"

And then i saw a shooting star.

I wished upon the shooting star and the moon's light that you and I won't be separated again.

All i can do now is wish, all i can do now is hope.

I realized that if you really love that person, he or she wouldn't make you feel like you're wasting your life with them.

I realized that God had sent me another reason to live.

I realized that you are the one.

But,

You may be the one, but not all soulmates get to be with each other 'till the end.

Who knows what the future awaits, right?

I just hope, Xav.

Wishing, Celestia.
✧01-01-2021