Forelsket, Choi Yeonjun

trust, acceptance, pain.

Love means trust, acceptance, and pain. 

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Dear Xavion,

I love you, and you know that right? y'know, i'm slowly giving us up, and i hate it.
I'm slowly giving me up, and i hate it so much. 

It looks like my promise of fighting for us and myself is going to come to an end, isn't it? 

But if that time comes, I want to meet you again in the future. And see how much we've grown as individual persons. Can we?

I want to see you smile and laugh genuinely, not minding our past. 

I want to see you have fun and be happy genuinely, not minding us. 

I want to see you enjoy life, I want to see you grow as a person, I want to see you live your life to the fullest. That's my only wish. 

I love you, Xav. But i just realized many things..

Loving you doesn't only mean that I want you for myself only. 

Loving you means waking up in the morning, looking forward to your "Good Morning" and "Have you eaten breakfast yet?", Loving you means smiling and being happy with small little things that we do, Loving you means butterflies in my stomach every time you wink and smirk at me, Loving you means smiling when you smile, Loving you means having a home to go to, Loving you means having someone to be your Moon, Sun, and Stars, Loving you is everything. 

Loving you means trusting you, as I accept the pain of this unforgettable love.