Broken Omega |Taekook|

GUILT

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I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU....YOU KEPT ME WAITING FOR NOTHING. LEAVE ABOUT ME, YOU MADE TAEHYUNG WAIT FOR MORE THAN 5 YEARS....

I-I K-know. I w-was blind to not n-notice him, h-his l-love, his care.....He l-loved me without any motive. But what did I do ? *Tsk* I gave him pain...I made h-him cry...I b-broke him. What was I thinking ? That I love you. How could I l-love you when he is my mate ? I d-didn't listen to a-anyone. Not my father, not Yoongi hyung and n-not even my w-wolf.

*Tsk* Listen Jungkook please stop your nonsense. Maybe you are just feeling pity for him because he is your pup's mother. Are you really sure that you love him ?....Jisoo asked again just to be completely sure...

Yes I am sure...I was lying to m-myself when I said that I only care for him because he has given me D-daehyeon but no it's not the t-truth. I l-learned it late but now I am sure t-that I love him, n-not as my pup's mother, not a-as my mate, but as an i-individual. I just love him b-because he is Taehyung.

Okay but do you think that he will accept you ?

I k-know I have done many wrong things with h-him. I g-gave him pa...

You have broken him, Jungkook. It's not easy to forgive someone who have completely broken us. If I were in his place, I would have never forgiven you.

A sob escaped from Jungkook's mouth..His was pathetically crying because he was hurt thinking the things he had done with his love. How could he ?

N-n-no d-don't say t-that...I w-will ask for h-his f-forgiveness

It's not that easy Jungkook. He lost everything. How will he be able to forgive you ? Would you able to forgive someone if they did the same with you ?

Jungkook couldn't handle and fell down on the ground. He became numb. He would never forgive someone if they did the same with him. He will despise them. He will die rather than to forgive him. Then how will T-Taehyung f-forgive him ? No he shouldn't forgive him ever. He doesn't deserve that. He doesn't deserve to stay with a m-monster. But he can't let him go too.. call him selfish. Yes he is selfish, selfish for Taehyung's love and attention. He doesn't care about anything right now. Not even his trueblood ego who is pathetically crying for a Omega. His wolf was right. He was indeed a coward to accept his true feelings. If he would have accepted it, he would have a happy family years ago. But no he had to wait for someone who left without any promises. He was a big time fool to wait for Jisoo. He should have moved on with Taehyung. Taehyung was more than ready to accept him, he was trying to prove himself as a good mate. But who will tell him that he was already the best, the only one that needed to improve was him.

I-I know b-but I w-will d-do a-anything to make h-him f-forgive me. I d-don't want to l-lose him.

But does he want you ?

W-what do you mean ? O-of course he w-wants m.......
I will leave him the day Daehyeon turns 7. I need 2 more years. Daehyeon will grow up till then and will be able to shift. I will then tell him all the truth and leave this toxic relationship. I will surely...... Jungkook gulped when he remembered Taehyung's words. He closed his eyes and cried.

See, you are not sure. It's obvious Jungkook. No one wants to live with such a person who never gave him any happiness. He is a human and he has his limitations too.