Glass Girl ~ Melix → Book 1

Conflict [CH21]

     ~~~~~~~~~~~Felix ~~~~~~~~~~~

''No no no.. This can't be happening!'' I whisper shouted, running my hand through my hair. I just couldn't believe this horrible nightmare.

 She has replied to my video, which went terribly wrong.

''Felix, what is it?'' She asked.

''Why would you care? You only care about yourself!'' I hissed back, my eyebrows furrowed down, letting my mean gaze dip into hers. I heard a loud sigh, before she could keep up. Lauren pick up her phone, forming a line with her lips. I didn't take long, as her jaw drop to the limits.

''Oh.. Now I know wh..''

''Are you still trying to be with me?! After the last terrible night?! I know you don't care about her, you just want me to shuffle and be with you, even though it won't happen ever, ever!'' I interrupted, before she could even try to convince me. The burning energy and rage was slowly coming out,as the night show up into my mind.

''Felix, please! Let me just explain!'' She beg, giving a terrible desperate look. Is that all she got? I sighed, placing my hand on my waist and rolled my eyes. Oh wow I can't wait what she's going to say.

''Fine, go ahead.'' I muttered.

''Thank you. So, it all started like then, when your towel almost drop. And that was the moment, when something striked inside me. As you already knew, I love you, so I just couldn't hold myself. I kinda had a fight with my love towards you, and the fact that you don't love me back. I really wanted to listen you, and stop in time, but I didn't. And as you can seem it was a huge mistake.''

''Oh my god Lauren, guess what? IT FUCKING WAS A HUGE MISTAKE!'' I said first sarcastically, but then turning to pure anger.

''So you think that this is a joke? Let me tell you something new, Lauren.'' I came closer to her, pointing a finger for her.''This. Is. Not. A dream. This is reality! You think that I could actually believe that?''

''Felix, you don't understand! My situation is the same as you! You want someone so bad, but you can have it. You'd do anything, but it's just not enough.'' Lauren bluffed. The most terrible fact about is that it's true. This is the actual situation, which me and Lauren are having. I tried to form something with my lips, but all I could do was let really weird groans from my throat.

''W-well yeah, but it's still more different. At least I'm not forcing her to do it! And I don't think only myself, and I notice her joy.'' I hissed back, shooting a mean look. I took a couple steps back, still keeping my nailed eyes in her.

''Felix, I already told you, I lost my control!''

''So when can I know you won't lose it again?! I really can't trust you now!'' I argued, still lifting my voice unnecessary high.

''That's a mystery for me too! I'd really love to avoid it, but I just can't. I've at least done something good, I guess. I've kept you some company, and take care of your full health while you can't. Isn't that at least something good?''

''The only thing you can do to make me happy, is that you could just go away. I really don't want to see you now.'' I closed my eyes, sucking the air in my nostril. I really didn't want to explode even badder. I pinched my fingers, forming a fist and waited for her reaction. All I could hear was a loud sigh, which was meant to be heard.

''I can. But let me just ask this quick question.''

''Would you like to see her newest video?''