Glass Girl ~ Melix → Book 1

Curse Of Hers [CH11]

                   ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Felix~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

''Marzia, it's not funny! Come back..'' I muttered myself, still wishing that it's not true. She didn't just left me, right? Here was a dead silence, as no one wasn't talking, or recording videos. This is all my fault.

 As I still stood there, still shocked about that she had left, I heard a car noise. As a broken man, my curious woke up. I gazed my look up, slowly reacting for my muscles. I started to took steps towards, right to the door. I only had my hood over my head, still keeping my dirty and smelling beige jeans.

 I finally arrived to the door, quickly opening the door. As I glanced everywhere in panic, finally seeing a taxi. In front was the driver, and the back was sitting..Marzia. Slowly, my legs turned to the stone - coming more and more upper. I wanted to run after her, but it wouldn't help at all - I've screwed everything. Why would she take me back, after all I've done. Who I can blame now?
 Myself.

 I let her go. I can't believe, what I've done. Before this, I didn't even realize, how badly I've ruined my perfect relationship with her. How could I have fell in love with Lauren? For the first time, I can feel myself slowly drafting to the mess, devoting for her. This was the worst way to let her go, leaving her so shattered and bruised, for the cruel world. The only thing I could see, (if I don't count my misty eyes) was her. I've never wanted her lo leave, and I wanted hold her so tight, against my pumping heart. It was now reality - she has left me, for a good freaking reason. I'm one heartless man, who just couldn't take care of his own flaw. I'm not anymore wondering, why everybody is avoiding me. Who would love a man, who don't love her back - especially after hitting her girlfriend.

 I began to collaps to the down, knelting to the ground. My body noped me. I had to decide, do I love Marzia or Lauren - and I couldn't regret it more that this. I always thought, that Marzia was the only girl on my mind. What's wrong with my brains? I've never treated her like that. Lauren has messed my head, and told me that Marzia wasn't worth me. I still remember, how Lauren began to whisper things in my ear, seducing me to the bed. It's like, she had hypnotize me. The only thing I could do now, is to talk about this to Lauren. I can't, and I won't allow her to shop up in life - the only girl I want for my life ,is Marzia. And I will fight for her. I just can't let her go like that!

  I only see her.

-------1 hour later-------

 Watching the place, where this all started, is really frustrating. I had took Maya and Edgar with me, since I don't want to let them alone together in ou...my home. The building, where Lauren lived, was a cheap apartment house, full of alcoholics and drug addicts. I've always wondered, why she'd live a place like this? It smells like shit, full of trash all around the place, some hookers right on the side of the road. This is the place I'd come last, definitely. Edgar and Maya were really scared about a new area - as I was first too. I decided quickly to enter to the house, before someone shoots me or a hooker comes and makes me vomit.

 As I quickly trot inside, I could smell a strong alcohol. Such a normal smell of this corridor. The floor was creaking under me, since the floor is pretty old - like the whole apartment. Even the light wasn't working in here, so I'm a blind bat, trying so hard to not fall down on stairs. Gladly, Edgar and Maya can easily jump over the stairs. Lauren lives on 3rd floor, so it's not bad to go up there.

 As I was walking by, here was a dead silence. The only thing I could hear, was the floor under me. I'm afraid that it's going to broke under me. But gladly, it didn't. I was now standing, behind Lauren's apartment. This is it. Now I had to delete her in my life, and telling that I didn't want her to mess my life. I sighed,as I lifted my hand to knock. ' You got to be strong, Felix, be strong!' I encouraged myself on my mind,ready to get serious.